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Jango, I need a honest answer. What do you think it is like being a Christian and our viewpoint of the world? I think you have a far off deranged view of it form either personal experiances or the Media.
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Honestly, I think Christians don't have much to worry about. They know that there is someone watching over them and that they have not only a personal friend, but someone that is going to save our species by whisking us off a planet before it's torn apart in war, or drained of natural resources.
I don't know that Christian viewpoint of the world, but would assume it to be one of pity. Pity for those that don't believe the way they do and will surely be condemned to hell in the afterlife. Pity for the ignorance that drives these people's lives that believe in Mohammed or Allah, or what have you, and intolerance that these infidels would destroy the world trade centers. I think that the terrorists that did this were just as fervent in their belief that they were doing what was right, as we are in our belief that god will bless America.
In many ways, I think their views are very similiar to mine in that I feel bad for the ignorance that religion, in general, has bestowed upon our entire population. But I don't have the luxury of believing in an after-life, and my knowledge of the bleakness of my reality is disconcerting. It furthers my anger towards those who seemingly live their life in cheery bliss believing that essentialy, everything is going to be OOOOKAAAAAY....
No, everything is NOT going to be okay, and this belief that it is only furthers that it won't be!
I don't like religious people.
I believe that for the most part, they're selfish in that they think they can live their lives however they want and as long as they believe in god, or go to church on Sundays, they have salvation.
If you're going to be Christian (the religion I know best), you can't swear and then just go to confession, or pray for forgiveness.
You can't lust, masturbate, think unholy thoughts, etc, you have to live as Jesus taught, and that is that the sin is commited once the mind thinks it. You can't even have impure thoughts...
But not only do most Christians seem to judge and condemn, they themselves hold their religion like an umbrella above their head so that none of their own bull$hit touches them.
I remember while doing home-remodeling work, I walked into this multi-million dollar house and was in complete awe of the amount of money that must have been spent on it's decoration.
Right there in the foyer, the centerpiece of it's entranceway, was this marble pedestal, atop of which was a large, illustrated bible, opened up to reveal the beautiful artwork. The damn thing must have cost a grand.
But I couldn't stop thinking. Jesus had NOTHING (historians say different, but most Christians don't know this). And if you TRULY believed in a god, why would you indulge yourself in such lush surroundings? And why would you make sure to place a bible RIGHT in your home's entryway?
A prayer said should be a prayer said alone. Your relationship with god, as was stated before, should be a purely personal one, not something that you make sure and put in your foyer so everyone would know that you have one.
Yeah, this one had me thinking for awhile. I just think that if I truly believed in Jesus' teachings that I'd be spending my money on adopting children from third-world countries, so I could save them, not on refurbishing hardwood floors for my own self-indulgence.
That, and my Cousin's death. That hardened me to religion, and made me start to want to pummel Christians.
But the biggest thing was when I was in High School, and I took on one of the hardest classes, Anthropology, and I chose to trace the history of religion as my report for my final.
Then, about five years ago I was flipping through the channels and came across the Religion channel. I thought I'd take a look for a bit, and found the lady with caked-on make-up and big-ass hair-do a little amusing. Then they suddenly cut to Paul Berkowitz (The Son of Sam killer) in jail, touting that he'd found Jesus, and preaching about how wonderful he felt for knowing that he was forgiven.
The camera cut back to the super-do, make-up queen, dabbing her doey eyes and exclaiming that if Jesus could forgive Paul, then surely he could you!
Boy, I dialed that 800 namber countless times trying to get through. How the hell could they do that? Imagine if the families of his victims were watching that show and seeing them allowing this monster a frickin' pulpit, and preaching the word of god for the purpose of this show's profits. How the would that make them feel??
I didn't get through on the line and gave up after about ten minutes, but I was just thinking that it was VERY, VERY wrong, and the station should have been taken off the air for allowing him to preach.
So there's your answer, Jermosh. A little media, a lot of personal experience.
I was also in catholic school in CA, was a member of a prodistant church as a child, then moved to Utah when I was 15 only to be shunned by kids because their parents wouldn't allow them to hang out with me because I wasn't mormon.
What's your viewpoint of the world, Jermosh? And you talk about questioning your faith, what part did you question? Certainly not the belief in god I'm sure...