Thats where the argument usually gets strange, and thats why we companions are here to dynamise those kind of observations :
I was a roleplaying PK, to me the virtues were still important as my only goal was to be the baddest, most feared by both pks and blues, ******* on the server.
I often resed a player, never attacked someone who couldn't defend themselves, unless they did something incredibly stupid (aka walking into my mouth) or kind of killed themselves without my assistance.
But you see I was young, we all matured up since those days, and the kids who make you feel like this now are just trying to imitate us, me.
And this is where most people think : there he goes again with his me me me I wont the game story, but its true.
My "role" in UO when I was named a seer by the people who created the true story of UO, was to play the Bal-Lem... and there was only one like me, I was supposed to exist on all servers and become a dynamic point which linked the roleplay of all stories on all shards ; this was VERY important to UO's former devs, that there would be an event and a "winner" who became "the stranger" (not Avatar) and travelled back in time to unite all shards through chaos.
We often hear the freemasons motto : Order out of chaos... that was the goal.
And let me remind you this very very important fact :
The true meta-gaming role of the FoA *the sorcerers who summoned the evil spirit in me during a ritual* was TO WIPE ALL BANK ACCOUNTS AND HOUSES
That was the reason for "armageddon" to exist, and I have word directly from RG and the elder GM of atlantic on that matter. That was the most important thing to them, they wanted to take back control of the economy that was broken by hackers (and we were supposed to make the suspense last until they had found a solution, then BAM, FULL WIPE)
I know many of you would have whined about the wipe, but they didn't care ; it was necessary for UO to remain a Ultima and be about virtues and glory ; not money and factionalisation.
This is an extremely important thing to remember
Because right after I was fired, and the company changed its disclaimer (EA) to give the users within the game privacy...
not only they didn't do the wipe, they actually modified everything to make sure there would be slow inflation, eternal war and that the people who duped could not be prosecuted anymore...
Was this intentional ? I'm not going to speculate, it might be a move to further protect themselves for other people who would sue them... but if thats the case, it was the worse fail in gaming history.
And the fact that RG sold his "baby" so to speak, to be able to go to space... is extreemly symbolic.
If any of you remember RG's last speech, and the previous speech about how the "FoA" have become more dangerous than he first tought... it won't be a mystery to you.
So there you go... normaly the seers role was to spy on players, and mold the story to the true community on each server. For example if I would spot a great pk guild like the orcs, I would have encouraged them and added special deco to their place. But if I spotted a griefer, I would force him to bow down to his master "the winner of the end game" ironically... and if he didn't want to be forced ; I would have made his life a living hell, so much he would have quit within a few days.
But they fired us... and did this legal rearangement which clearly indicated at the time what you still witness today.
"abuse while you still can cause you ARE going to get away with it"
of course since you have a "private" life within the game... no GM can intervene, much less spy on you like the seers would and find out you been duping, or exploiting the game...
So it is the status quo.
Do you understand better the point I bring ?
It seems extremely egotistical on my part to say I "won" and that I'm a legend ; but again its extremely ironic, cause I didn't even had time to reach my true 15 minutes of glory and I'm just a nerd on a videogame after all.
But since I'm a companion as well as a seer, it all makes sense ; I have taken this role not because I'm better than you or anyone else for that matter, but because I was lucky to see such a role coming and I was lucky to be at the right place at the right time to see it intimately link with real life and people who made a living off of UO.
So anyway you take it ; I cannot be considered a collaborator, a jealous player, or any of those pejorative "categories".
I'm out of the game, by EA's decree, and this without signing the contract ALL other companions did.
This is why I am allowed here, and am wanted here to play the "bad guy" because the more you read about me, the more you see I am indeed a very bad thing for everyone yet have the consciousness to warn others about myself.
This is true self-sacrifice, always in the now, for I destroy my own credibility, I destroy the status quo, I destroyed atlantic (1999 armageddon night), and as the stranger I destroyed the gem of imortality.
Thats only the tip of the iceberg...