Re: EM Items ~ New and Old
Hi guys, I just came back a couple of weeks ago and I did not come back to cause problems, to start trouble, to offend anyone or to act in any way what so ever like I have in the past. Assia is completely right about everything she said. I was nothing more than an arrogant a-hole that threw temper tantrums basically, I acted a fool I admit that and agree with 100%. I have had almost or over 2 years to reflect on my actions and in that time I've had to deal with quite a few ppl like my former self and some times it takes some drastic stuff in RL to make you realize how big of an idiot your acting on forums ya know? That's why I was banned and I agree with my ban, I most def shoulda been banned, it was well deserved and well warranted but I've had 2 years to reflect on that and like I said, I didn't come back to start anything or to cause problems, I've had a pretty rough year and I simply wana come back and enjoy this game again, I just wana have fun and help out the community, I wana help with item history, price checks, events and fests... anything and everything... and im not asking for a second chance (or 3rd, 4th w.e) I'm merely asking for the chance to prove myself ya know? I've asked for some type of probation type of come back like if I post 1 wrong thing, 1 post in the wrong spot, 1 bad word, anything then just ban me again with no questions asked because I am honest to god NOT the same guy I used to be... like I said, 2 years is a really long time to reflect on ones past actions and I am truely, honest to god sorry for how I replied to some people and how I acted on this forum but I would really like the chance to prove that I have changed. I'm not a bad guy and everyone who knows me knows that. I just had a bit of a temper back then but I've fixed that... As far as the rest goes, you guys can belive what you want. If people only get to hear one side of a story then theres only one side they can believe. Me and tomas have had differences for a very long time and I have honestly tried extremely hard to move past that, I have sent him dozens of ICQ's trying to find a way to move on, trying to fix things and work out our differences but he wont reply to me. Tomas man, me and you used to be friends when u first started here and I really hope that one day you can drop this mess and we can have that again... But I most certainly did NOT do the things you said I did... Your never guna admit that your wrong and I'm never guna admit to things I didn't do so me and you are at a standstill. I want this to end tho, I'm merely a rares dealer and a collector.. that's it... I am truly sorry for any trouble I have caused, for any rules I have broken and my behavior in the past... But, it is the past and we can't go back in time, all I can do is move forward with a positive motion and try to correct my past mistakes.
I understand that I am breaking the rules right now by evading my ban so this probably isnt going to help my case, but I dont know what else to do. I just want to move on, I just want to come back to this community and help make it bigger, better and stronger. I just want ppl to know the truth and understand that I'm not a bad guy and I've never meant to do anyone wrong or hurt anyone.
Tomas, man you can ban this acct I understand that. But leave the post dude... I am sincerely sorry to you and to everyone for my past actions on this board which is what got me banned. I simply want the chance to prove myself and if anything else just let the community decide... hold a vote... and if majority rules that people dont want me back then ill leave... otherwise, whats it guna hurt to let me prove myself? I didn't come back to cause problems, I was a complete and total blankety blank back then but ppl are capable of changing and I certainly have
I still have a reputation of being extremely honest and trustworthy to uphold which is why I'll make a deal with you: If I can be given the chance to prove my self under probationary terms and I screw up in even the slightest little way I'll donate 5 billion gp to the rares fest to be used to buy rares etc that could be used for prizes in games, raffles etc
I dont know what to do here but I am trying really really hard guys... I acted a fool in the past and I have been banned for almost or over 2 years and had plenty of time to think about it and I just wana come back and help out again... no more drama, no more crap, no more being rude... jus some good ole RP and community fun in the awesome world of rares =)
On a side note, I just talked to my buddy chae and it doesn't really seem fair that someone perma banned him for defending me... I really really miss the days when Hemi and Manti ran this forum.... But hopefully we can all stop the drama and just simply have fun playing this game and collecting / selling our items =)