How strange that you paid to play for so many years when all along you didn't like what you were playing.
I wasn't playing anything else online at the time. TSO was my first online game. To put it in simple terms, "I didn't know any better". I bought into the "'#1 house" rat race, although it was much harder for me than many for the simple reason that I wasn't overriding timeout or any of the myriad other cheats that most of my competitors were using. Having said that, over those years, I made top 5 in everything except Romance - which I purposely avoided because I felt it inappropriate.
Then, people were posting all about Second Life everywhere. People were raving about it. So I thought I'd best go have a look so I could at least give an informed response as to why TSO was better.
I looked. I was shocked. TSO wasn't better. Here was the flexibility I'd been looking for all that time, the ability to really customise everything around you (which, if you recall, was the biggest attraction of offline Sims that EA failed to bring over until it was far too late) and more importantly, no pointless greening cycles
or worrying about money - because there were no goals in the same way. Sure, there were idiots, cheaters, the equivalent of "payouts" but you were actually able to get by without worrying about it affecting your gameplay as it did so much in TSO.
I went down from 4 accounts, to 2 accounts.
On another SL forum, I came across a group of people who I enjoyed playing with, and they introduced me to World of Warcraft. Again, I was overwhelmed by the impressive true 3D graphics, immersive roleplay, diversity of goals and opportunities. I was hooked.
I went down to 1 account. Barely logged in to TSO, because it just felt like I'd outgrown it.
I then decided if I'm enjoying building in SL, why not sell my skills to help those who can't? I started my own company, and I'm now working part time for one other guy and bringing home almost $700 real money extra month from it.
There was no time left for TSO. So I dropped down to a free account as soon as it came in, because I knew that its days were numbered. Yes, I lost a great rare plot and about §5 million ... but it was just a matter of time before the 90 day notice came, and it was no surprise to me when it did.
Yes, I have a lot to be thankful to TSO for - I've made some great friends through it, many of whom I'm still in contact with outside of the game. But maybe I don't feel the 'hurt' that many do about its demise because TSO is no longer
my life. I've got other online - and offline - interests now, including enturbulation
I'll log in on the last day, as I said I would years ago, to watch the final 15 minute countdown. Maybe I'll shed a tear as my pixellated alter ego dies... I don't know... but nothing is forever.
Maybe Tirnua will be absolutely amazing, the best thing since sliced bread, and a groundbreaking experience ... but right now, I just can't get excited about something that none of us outside of Luc's office really know anything about.