Evening folks. Im back from the banderness. Yes i was on the list (must add that to a forum sig) and unsurprised by it.
@Lord Nabin ... yes im back old fella. Put down that celebratory glass of old moonglow red. Actually dont ... ill pull up a chair and pour me a glass. Im in celabratory mood myself. And reflective.
I'll put this as carefully as I can and try to keep it within the bounds of the RoC, although I hope for this thread only that the mods are willing to accept that the rules may need to be allowed to be stretched for the good of us all.
Ok so I got banned. Was I surprised by this? No. Ive had a few bans over the years, some of them fully justified, some not so. Since the old mods got canned and a new group came in I'd say most of my warnings were justified (hell I like to tell it how it is sometimes and take a warning or ban as an occupational hazzard) and every time they emailed and I was left in no doubt why, and occasionally had a good discussion with the mod in question. No problem with that. Over the last month though I got a 1 day ban (no reason given) for virtually nothing. Next came a 3 day ban (no reason given again) for an innocuous post. Then came a perma pan for again something probably not worthy of a warning even. I had suspected (and openly stated) that there was some hidden agenda and that has proved true.
Ive reflected over the past couple of days as to weather I deserved a ban or if I was victimised. Im sure there will be a host baying that I deserved it. Maybe, maybe not. Is my stratics persona my RL persona? Mostly no. Im a fairly calm quiet guy. I have a beautiful wife. And amazing son, both of whom I love dearly. I have a good job, lots of friends, a good social live outside of gaming, a great family. UO has been a passion since 2nd Jan 2000 when I loaded up that T2A CD. Over the years I have loved it and hated it. Dropped it and picked it up again. Detested what it has become but at the same time loved what it still was. Ive played numerous other games and enjoyed many of them immensely but never recaptured UO, nor can I seem to get away from it, mostly through this community where even if Im not playing I want to be involved, hear about it, talk about it, debate it. That deep involvement often results in me taking a no prisoner stance on topics I feel strongly about. Makes me intolerant where I perceive idiocy. Makes me angry where I see injustice or hippocracy. Apologies if this comes across badly or as trolling. Its not intended that way (ok ... occasionally as I like a good debate) and I do have a high likes to posts ratio so its not all "asshattery" as I think I was accused of in the 'list' debacle.
Anyhoo ... Im as disappointed as anyone as the way this has all gone. I'll go on record as saying that I was surprised at myself in how bothered I was by my ban. I missed this place. Yes I think some of you are asses (you know who you are) and Im sure you feel the same but as they say ... you can choose your friends but you cant choose your (stratics) family. Its the community as a whole that makes it a community ... you cant just cherry pick who you want to be part of it. Its all of us.
I hope that from this a lesson can be learned but some changes are probably needed to go forward, both in policy and personnel.
@Nexus ...I could write a novel but others have already said it and you know youve let yourself and the community down badly. Im sure youve learned something from it but your position seems untenable. Im sorry it turned out that way. We all make mistakes.
@Captn Norrington ...So disappointed in you. Didnt I say in a PM that you were probably the best mod on here? Im disappointed at your actions and even more disappointed you left. Youre a good guy.
@Zuckuss ...Had my run ins with you during your mod days but I was wrong. You have my respect in the way youve handled yourself and the way youve put across your opinions in this matter.
As for the guy who spilled the beans? Of course he had to get a hefty ban, it was inevitable but thanks for doing the community a service by doing what you did.
Yours
David (The Craftsman ... coming to an EC/F2P thread near you!)