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The Dead Assasin – Volume I
Part I - Innocence Lost
Hail Citizen
Allow me to introduce myself. My story is an old tale, perhaps better left untold. . .
Once I was a fisherman.
I wandered into the town of Britain, past a tavern and a blood soaked hopsice, under battlements through shops and vendors and came upon a great horde of "heroes." They gathered around the Bank of Britain, in the shadows of Lord British’s fortress. They called prices and yelled abuse. They dressed in all manner of strange garb, from shiny steel to motley jester hats and other pieces of clothing, generally inappropriate. Some stole from one another, then were chased and killed by the Royal Guard. It was an intimidating hubbub but I was keen to make my mark in the big city, so I set about plying the only trade I knew.
I took up position by Lord British’s moat, cast in my line and set the rod, lit a small fire and pulled out my little harp. I plucked a peaceful tune to quell the crowd and once I had a bite I paused to reel it in. I flayed and fried and added my song to my music.
“Food! Free fish for the hungry!” I also had some small healing skills learnt on the farm. “Healing for the hurt!”
A scarred knight strode by without even giving me a glance. A wizard diverted his trotting horse around me with an irritated scowl. A rogue who had been eying my wanton possessions snickered and turned in search of better loot.
And a fight broke out. A posse of dilinquents had ridden into the square, full of bravado and harsh words for anyone in their way and when none seemed keen to challenge them, they set upon each other! Swords and cruel axes leapt to calloused hands and all at once they were laying into one another, still laughing and cursing all the while. I snatched up my harp in desperation and quickly tried to soothe them, a trick I had used often on the dogs we kept back home.
The fight stopped. A dozen narrowed, hardened gazes turned upon me.
“Food?” I asked, blinking. They stared and stared. “Healing? Bandages for your wounds, sir?”
And they began to laugh. And laugh and they were laughing at me. “What’s your name, boy?” one asked, while three more were almost choking, the rest were distracted or bored or eying me with disgust.
“Az, sir,” I said proudly. It was a name from the Age of Smoke and I would not besmirch it. “Az, of Woodhouse. The. . .the farm.”
“Well, farmboy. Nobody here wants your stinking fish. Or cares to listen to your songs.” He gestured round the crowd, both his comrades and the others, and I knew it to be true. “Get back to your farm before something ugly happens to you.”
“Yes. . .yes, sir,” I stared down at my feet, appendages I would become very familiar with over time. My humiliation complete, they returned to their squabbling. I returned to sitting by the moat. I did not bother recasting my line. My harp stayed in my lap. The fish cooled uneaten and my small fire guttered.
And a youth stepped out of the shadows of a tree. “Az,” he whispered.
“What,” I muttered at my feet. “You want to steal my harp? Take it. Maybe it will fetch you some coin.”
“He’s waiting for you,” the lad continued.
“Who’s waiting for me? Lord British? He wants to knight me for my services to sheep farming?”
“No, Az. The Kingfisher. The Assassin.” And I gulped with fear and I looked up. The youth was smiling.
“I’m sorry!” I stammered. “I didn’t mean to offend anyone. . .Here! Take my rod, my things. I’ll go back! I’m sorry. . .”
He laughed, but it was not an unkind laugh. “I am Picollo, of the Ryu. Come, we must leave here.” Picollo, another name from the Age of Smoke. . .was there some strange destiny at work? I rose bewildered.
“I. . . I’m not sure what you are talking about,” I confessed.
“I had a dream you would be here,” Picollo confided. “My master said it was important. And here you are. Come. You must begin your training.”
“My – My training?”
“Yes, hurry. This is a dangerous place. Too many eyes. Vas Rel Por.”
“Vas Rel? Huh?” The air rent and shimmered where the lad spoke and I could see, the ocean! I did not know it then, for I had never seen the ocean before. He made to step through the breach. “You’re a wizard!” I exclaimed.
“I’m much more than that,” his words drifted back. “And so will you be too. . .” I had completely lost sight of him. I looked nervously, frantically about the crowd, yet none seemed to be watching, or had even noticed this great display of sorcery. I gathered my meagre things and stepped through. . .
A blustering wind full of salt and grass smells whipped at me and blew away the stench of the city. I was standing before a humble cottage and saw trees and a beach and over a hill, the tips of some old moss ridden tower. Picollo stood before the house, his smile wider than ever, not looking at me but at an old man, hunched on the beach, his hand resting on a fishing pole that was cast into the ocean. He rose suddenly, fluently for his apparent age, as if my examination had awakened him from a deep slumber. And he turned and stalked towards me.
“You are the one? Eh?” He asked, poking me in the chest. “You are the Dream Boy?”
“It’s him, you old *******,” Picollo said with genuine affection. “It’s Az. I finally found him.”
“Can’t he speak? Eh?” More pokes. “Can you speak, Az? You got a tongue?”
“Yes, sir.” I straightened, holding harp and pole as in some parody of a shield and spear. “I speak, sir-“
“Well shut up!” He barked. “Too much talking out of you young lot. Too much! Strip!”
“Strip?”
“Strip,” Picollo nodded, already losing his own clothes until he wore only a loincloth to keep him modest. What perversity had found me? I thought, very, very worried.
“Strip. Take. Fight.” He thrust a tiny knife into my hand, dull and blunt and not capable of winning any battles. So I thought then. I obeyed and in short order Picollo and I were facing off, his grace and my awkwardness, his confidence versus my fear, all watched by this peculiar Fisher King. And we began a shadow dance, and we began my training, and we began.
Part II – Lonliness Lost
I sat on the gravestone with a bored expression, whistling an old tune, wondering where I had left my harp. I had not plucked at it in ages. I had not fished in ages. I had not seen my home, the old milk cow, the dogs, the sheep. Well the last was no matter, I really disliked sheep. One would jump over nothing. Nothing! And the rest would jump there too. Strange behaviour.
A skull poked out from the grey dirt before me, then two rattling skeletal hands burst forth as the thing began to pry itself from the earth. It was almost free when I sent a lazy kick its way and the head popped off and the whole thing collapsed in a mess of bones and dust. “Back to sleep,” I muttered, not even bothering to check the corpse’s corpse for loot. What was the point? What was the point of anything. . .
The graveyard was a small one, lying some distance from the township of Yew. I had been sitting here for the best part of a day, and if not here it was Vesper, or the one out of Skara Brae, though never Moonglow or Britain. They didn’t suit at all.
I heard a crunch of twigs and leaves and looked behind to a see a zombie, all rotted, stinking of the rot and the earth, staggering my way. I sighed and watched its fumbling slow approach. When it had almost reached me I leapt, landing lightly on the stone and with a spin, my sword was in my hand and the arc of the blade took the thing through the neck. It fell backwards onto a pile of its smelly bretheren and I sighed. I sighed! My life had come to this. . .
Another sound of approach, again behind, though that was the other way, because I had turned you see, and I sighed and turned again. . .And gagged.
Two of them. Mounted. One armoured. One carrying the stink of a mage and the grave, though neither was dead. But I soon would be if they had their way. Reds. Villains. Murderers.
“Kill it quickly,” the mage commanded and the warrior hefted a heavy morning star, its head still sticky with some other victims blood and brains. And he swung it with such sudden verocity and skill that my attempted parry failed and the thing took me in the arm and it was my bones breaking.
And there was a rush of words and the stink of sulpher and ozone erupted.
“Por Corp Wis”
“Vas Ort Flam - Vas Ort Flam”
“In Nox”
“In Vas Mani –“ The Murderer Mage screamed, then “An Nox! An Nox!”
“Kal Vas Flam.”
“Corp Por – Corp Por.”
And I blinked through the smoke and blood that splattered me and both the villains lay dead on the ground, their riderless mounts fleeing. Picollo was giving each newly made corpse a taste of his toe and Kingfisher sat disinterested on another broken stone away near the fence. Then he looked at me and frowned and came closer.
“You are injured,” he stated.
“Yes, sensai,” I replied, a little agressively, holding my broken arm. Picollo was stripping the bodies bare. Kingfisher prodded my injured flesh. “Ow!”
“Quiet!” he barked. And I looked away muttering. He splinted my arm and set a sling in place. He was a powerful mage and could use magic for the heal, but he claimed it was not as effective. Magic was not always the best way, he taught, easier, yet not the best. Then he grabbed my chin and turned my head so I that must look at him.
“What is it?” he asked in his direct way.
My shoulders slumped, causing a twinge of pain, and I lost my anger. “I don’t know, sensai,” I admitted. “I feel like. . .” And I knew. “I feel like a sheep.”
“Explain.”
“I train. I eat. I sleep. I act as bait for you and Pics. I am jumping over nothing because you have told me I should. I don’t know why I am jumping. I don’t know what my purpose is.”
He leaned back and studied me. “We have finished here,” he said to Pic, who looked at me and smiled in a perculiar way.
“I think you’re right, you old prick,” he agreed.
“Another graveyard?” I asked, forlornly.
Kingfisher said, “No more graveyards. Go. Get out of my sight.”
“What?” I asked confused.
“Your training is done. Your swordwork is magnificent. A thing of beauty.” I gaped. He had never, never praised me. “Your understanding of the flesh is perfect. You know how to kill and how to heal. You could raise these dead killers if you so chose. You hide so well, not even I could spot you and lately. . .you have been training yourself.”
“What?” I stammered again, yet I knew what he referred to. I looked down at my feet embarrassed.
“You have been practicing the ancient art of the O’Niwaban. The Garden Wardens. Though you probably have never heard that name. You have been teaching yourself to move unseen.”
“Yes,” I admitted. It just came. . .naturally to me. It was hard. Very hard. Yet every time I moved through the cottage with neither Picollo, nor sensai noticing, I felt a thrill. The only thrill I felt of late.
“This is very powerful. Very powerful,” my sensai lectured. “I have told you magic is easy, yet not always the best. Not even magic can do this. It is your calling, master it. Become O’Niwaban. Become the Garden Warden. Now go!”
“Where?” I stammered, suddenly afraid.
“Anywhere. Anywhere you want to go. Master yourself. Find your place. Go.”
“Good luck, mate,” Picollo said, slapping a hand on my uninjured shoulder. “We’ll meet again.”
I looked around the graveyard dazed. Anywhere I want to go. . .
“Thank you, sensai,” I said with genuine affection, bowing my head, and for the first time, not to look at my feet. And I tried a little magic myself, “Kal Ort Por.” Nothing.
Picollo laughed. “Well he’s still a horrible mage, you grumpy old turd.”
And that rarest of events occurred. My sensai smiled. And gave me his final wisdom. “Here is magic,” he said, poking me above the heart. “Vas Rel Por.”
And the gate opened, and through it, I smelled the ocean. And I stepped through onto a jetty and it closed behind. A salty drop rolled down my cheek that had nothing to do with the sea. Gulls hovered in the wind, squarking at me for disrupting them. A vast city loomed behind me, with all the noise and clamour and stench that only a vast city could own and on the dock sat a young woman, fishing.
“You stink of the grave,” she said, not looking up from her rod.
“You stink of the sea,” I replied, taking my bearings.
She jumped up and grabbed my jerkin and twisted it and looked into my eyes. She was tall, young, pretty, ferocious. Her silver hair streamed down her back in an unkept mass and a wicked looking hatchet hung on her belt.
“Wanna. . .make. . .something. . .” her voice trailed off and we both just stared at each other and then we kissed. And then we kissed. And I wasn’t lonely anymore.
Part III – Honour Lost
Back at the bank. I stood in the shadows watching the crowd once more. I no longer had a fisherman’s gaze, it was something darker I contemplated. I watched the stride of a warrior, noting his scabbard hung from the right hip. A southpaw, I thought. A quicker, more brutal fight that one would make. If challenged fairly and drawn on. . .
A mage fumbled with her possessions muttering to herself, I looked her up and down trying to gain some measure of her power. It might be handy information. It might mean my life or hers one day. . .
I watched a thief slip some gold from a merchant’s pocket to his and was going to think nothing more of it, until I noticed which merchant. I prowled out of the shadows and caught up to my target and with a deft flick of my wrist drew the old butcher knife, now honed to a razor’s edge across the back of his neck. A small red line appeared and the dextrous young man spun to face me, his hand snapping back to the wound.
“What you do that for?” he grumbled at me.
“Return the gold and I’ll fix it,” I replied.
“Fix what? You’re daft you are. Get lost.” He turned away and took three steps and began to tremble, then shake, then staggered against a saddled, but riderless mount that shied away when he threw out a hand for purchase. He fell to the cobblestones on all fours and wretched violently, his body feebly trying to purge the toxin. A few gaudily dressed citizens backed away from him with disgusted looks. I went in closer and knelt beside my victim, avoiding the pool of vomit he would shortly be face down in.
“Allanon is a friend,” I whispered in his ear. “I value friendship.” And he collapsed and died and I took back the gold, and a little more besides and returned into the crowd in search of the merchant.
He was always here, at the bank. Trading wares from his vast fleet of old storage ships he kept anchored in the harbour. Our liege had declared none should build new homes until the great Trammel spell was completed and so many, including myself and my love, lived out of boats. Ships had attached themselves to the city of Britain like barnacles on a. . .on a ship. All kinds of boats, small and large. They cluttered the rivers. They swarmed the docks. They even filled the moat around our liege’s great fortress. The merchant stood near one conducting some trade and when he was finished I greeted him.
“Hail Az,” he said warmly, gripping my hand. A warrior in his service spent many long hours plumbing the depths of Covetous. I also hunted there, wearing little more than an old singed pair of woollen pants, beheading the liches with a common blade, lest they fall quicker and cease bombarding me with their fire. I was forging myself in that fire. It was part of the training regime I had set. Allanon’s warrior found me so armed and attired, battling the undead and intitially took me for some fool loon. We became close. I was introduced to Allanon. We became close.
“Hail citizen,” I replied, returning the shake.
“Have you heard?” he asked eagerly. “British’s wizards claim it will be done soon. The spell will be completed!”
“Aye,” I nodded, sorting the stolen gold. “Yours.” I returned what was his and threw the rest to a passing begger. “Thank ye, sir!” The begger said and ran off in the direction of the Cat’s Lair tavern.
“Mine?” he queried. “But I’ve sold you nothing this day. Oh! That reminds me. . .”
“Yours. Stolen.” I took a place beside him, beside the moat, as Allanon patted himself down.
“Oh, thank you, Az,” he smiled finally realising the loss. “My sworn sword says he never sees you in Covetous any more.”
“Nay. I have been working on something else. I need wood. Lots of it. Feathers too.”
“Ah. You really should buy some armour you know. I have a new shipment of leathers. Very subtle. Very strong. Cheap for you, too,” he smiled his merchant’s smile and noted my request. “How many feathers? How much wood?” I had not worn armour since the Red Hunt debacle. It was too cumbersome and too noisy. Not suited to my style at all. Leather might suit though. . .
“Can it be dyed black?”
“Nay,” he shook his head. “I’ve heard alchemist’s are working on a dye that will hold, but alas no success as yet. I look forward to their success should it happen. Plain leather is hard to sell to this lot. They do like to dress outlandishly.” I smiled at his humble old brown robe, looked down at my sooty blackened pants. “Why black? A bright red would suit you better, my friend. Or crimson. Yes, crimson I think.”
“Shadows,” I replied. “Harder to see.”
He nodded knowingly. “Again you remind me, I have that item you were seeking. It’s just down in the boats. I won’t be long. Kal Ort Por.” He disappeared, a few specks of ‘drake root and red moss drifting down softly in his place. I had probably just earned a long wait. Allanon could spend days hunting through his fleet for whatever it was you needed.
“Hail Az!” A voice called and I looked up to see a warrior astride a mighty desitier, his armour polished, his green cloak fluttering resplendently. Kalahan had no need of style. He oozed confidence and strength. He dismounted with a fluent swing of one leg and came to a ringing stance before me.
“Hail citizen.” I gave him a lazy salute. He dipped his helmeted head slightly and scanned the crowd, as I was doing, one hand holding the desitier’s reigns, the other resting on the hilt of a masterly crafted long sword. He, like I, favoured man made weapons over the ancient and enchanted blades that could occasionally be found on the monsters and vermin that swarmed our great land. One would never have known from his confident stance and friendly manner that once I had abandoned him to die, hacked down by a dozen red blades. The Red Hunt debacle. . .
“Still mad at me?” I asked worried.
“I was never mad at you, Az,” he gave my chin a gentle punch. “We all get scared at times.”
“I’ve never seen you scared.” His eyes smiled through the visor and he gave a shrug.
“What are you doing?”
“Waiting for Allanon,” I sighed.
He laughed, “That’ll be a long wait.” I repeated his shrug. “The Brothers’ Magi are talking of hunting the Great Wyrm. You interested?” I was always interested in anything the twins were up too. Razlin and Pyric were the most talented young mages in Oceania. Alone, either would have been a great friend and ally, but combined! Always there for one another, always helping one another, always guarding one another. And as the result of some strange fondness, always there for me too. I was close to them as any of my new friends. This formidable warrior, Kalahan and his lady Hope. Raven of the Black. Soth! The first ever to speak with me and hunt with me, who wondered why I knew so little of the land, yet fought so well. Yet none as close as Hecate, my beloved Hecate, named for the Godess of Death and twice as ferocious and mine, all mine.
Our first conversation recurred to me. The crowd noise receeded as I drifted into memory.
“I like you,” she had said as our kiss broke and she smiled.
“Yes,” I smiled.
“Where you from?” she asked, taking my hand in hers.
“Kingfisher,” I replied bewildered by her.
“Sensai? He never spoke of you,” she frowned.
I matched her expression. “He never spoke of you either. . .”
“Look at that one,” Kalahan gestured, breaking my reverie. He pointed to a gaudy youth with straw hair and close set eyes who was speaking wildly to a small crowd. “He’s one of them.” I knew at once who he referred too. The Reds and once again I was caught in memory, only this time, it was Kalahan’s words I heard. . .
“I’ve found a Red fortress,” he had called to a few of us assembled in this very spot. Myself, Raven, Soth, some others. “Who’s coming hunting?” His eyes shone with good humour and aticipation. Raven and I exchanged a worried look, both of us dressed identically in head to toe shadow-mail. Others agreed and Raven and I nodded, though more cautiously than most. We two had not been new to crossing swords with Reds. We were not new to that experience at all.
And so a great party set forth, led by Kal, many jesting and talking and ranting about the rewards our liege would bestow on us when we returned with a sack full of heads. And the battle closed so suddenly that I did not even know it had begun. And red and blue clashed and many died, all ours, bar Kalahan who I last saw surrounded and in desperate need of assitance and simultaneously Raven and I spat “Kal Ort Por.”
And Raven and I rendezvoused back at the bank with identical looks of shame to match our armour, and later it was reported Kalahan cut down five before they got him.
And again I broke from reverie, only this time I was pulled back by the ranting of the straw haired youth.
The lad was abusing any who would come within range. “He could kill you!” he yelled with sickening bravado. “Any of ya’s. We’re the best there is and if you don’t believe me - Come on. Duel him! You’re all to scared. Babies! Bloody scared. Come on!”
I walked towards him and Kalahan and his mount trailed after. The lad continued his rant, yet flicked his gaze past me over Kal and looked for a moment scared then yelled louder pointing. “He thinks he’s tough!” Of Kalahan. “He was killed. You’ll all get killed. Step outside of town, you’ll see.”
“Perhaps you would back those words with steel,” Kal replied, hand to hilt, eyes smiling.
The lad shrank back a little, yet ranted still, “You’re not so tough. I seen ya die. I seen ya killed,” was the retort.
“What’s all this nonsense,” a voice said at my shoulder. It was Allanon. He had a package under one arm.
“Nonsense,” I replied quietly, yet the lad heard it.
“You? Who the hell are you? You’re nobody. Nothing. Not nonsense. You’re nothing.”
I turned back and walked straight at him, there was no fear in him and he did not back down. “I’ll duel,” I said. “Send your best. The graveyard. One hour.” And a whisper went through the gathered crowd. I turned as his spray roared louder and was part laughter, part scorn. “You’ll die! Dead! Nobody! Nothin’!”
“What are you doing, Az?” Kalahan asked me, his eyes worried for once. “You’re not bad with a blade, but you still have a ways to go my young friend. You cannot match their best.”
Allanon was also looking at me with concern. “Don’t be goaded into this, Az.”
“It was not dishonourable to retreat,” Kal continued. “You have nothing to make up for.”
“It was completely dishonourable, sir,” I replied. “But I’m not doing this out of shame. That it?” I asked Allanon.
“It is,” he nodded, handing over my package.
“Then why are you doing it,” asked Kalahan with continued concern.
I shrugged, “Training.” And smiled. And the three of us departed for the graveyard.
A small gathering greeted us and swelled somewhat more as a few rode or walked or magiced themselves in. There was no sign of the foe I was to face, but I knew such as her, or him, could not resist the challenge. The ranter would send his ranting call and it would be answered. I waited patiently with Kalahan and Allanon acting as my seconds. I pondered that there would be little dishonour to stepping down and let Kal act in my stead. He was a match for any of them, of that I was sure, but this was my fight. I had picked it. I would die or not... my life was balanced on a theory and Allanon’s merchant skills.
And he arrived. Kowleen. The Red. My foe. My chance. My victim. He strode from a gate, into the graveyard, flanked by only a few, wearing his murderer’s title like a medal. I spat and turned and asked a drunken spectator if I may have a lend of his quiver. “Hundred gold,” was the reply.
“Done,” and I paid the price. And I studied my foe. A big man, covered in magics surely seized from a score of victims, for they did not match and had seen much use, but were powerful all the same. He bore no shield, only a mightly axe that shimmered with power, that would vanquish any, would vanquish me if he came within range to do so.
He spat, looked me up and down, glared at Kal, then walked away and turned so that there was distance between us. Good, I thought. The ranter stood at his side grinning inanely, whispering something in his ear. I did not care what the words were. I had gambled my life on a theory.
“You’re good at running, Az,” Kal joked. “Back down. I’ll take him.”
I looked to my friend, feeling no animosity for his words, for they were true but I shook my head. “My fight.” And I unwrapped the package, pulling forth a bow, old and cracked and lacking even a string and the crowd laughed at my efforts. “A string?” I petitioned of the drunk ranger.
“Hundred gold,” he replied. I paid the price.
The ranter laughed and even Kowleen found his mirth infectious. “After you,” the axe-weilder said, “Him,” and pointed his weapon at Kal.
“Done,” the knight replied, sounding unhappy for it.
I strung the bow feeling an inner calm, I had paid the price. I had gambled my life on a theory. A random mage stepped forward and encanted and a wall of magic stone appeared between us. I knocked an arrow and waited, taking three quick breaths.
I was not skilled in archery. It was something I had forced myself to practice after the Red Hunt, realising, knowing, without a mount, I could not chase down my foes, and a mount could not be hidden, would only hinder me when I moved unseen. Archery was something I must master if my path was too continue. I drew bead on the wall, which all of a sudden vanished and a murderer with an axe was screaming towards me.
I fired. The arrow lodged in his shoulder doing little damage, and he hefted his mighty weapon and roared my death. Yet that was all he did. He could not move a step further.
Calmly I knocked another arrow, the crowd screaming in my ears, and drew my bead, breathing slowly lest I missed. Only ten feet separated us. The second arrow landed truer than the first, hitting him in the midriff and I could see the pain in his eyes.
“What?” he screamed.
And I drew another arrow, and slowly, slowly my plotting became apparent. For the bow of course, was special. Had been enchanted by some ancient, dark fell power to paralyse a target, and with each new shot, I kept him in place and that axe was never going to reach my face. Each shot held him in check. Each shot brought him closer to death, as unskilled as each shot was. Slowly, he died, his chest bristling with wooden spines by the time I was done. Slowly, he died. Yet dead is dead. And dead he was by the time I finished.
The crowd muttered, cursed, some even cheered. Allanon watched on. Kalahan watched on nodding with understanding, but probably not approval, so honourable was he. My own honour died with that Red villain. Yet to my satisfaction, the ranter yelled his horror at it all. “Cheat!” he called. “Bloody cheater!”
And it was music to my ears. For I had out thought, outwitted, out manoeuvred one of the greatest warrior’s to stalk the lands and dead is dead is dead. I looked down at my feet and faded away, not even bothering to loot my victim, not bothering to taunt or proclaim my victory. I left the graveyard rabble unseen and that day I became O’Niwaban. That day I became an assassin.
Part IV – Purpose Lost
An ill wind blew round the Bank. I crouched in the shadows watching the rare citizen scurry past, each glaring suspiciously at any other they would chance to meet. The merchants were all gone. The gaudy tamers and bards too. An occasional battle-scarred knight or wizard would limp through, take one look at the bored pack of thieves loitering near a sign post, do their business and quickly depart.
The world had turned grey. Overnight the trees had found autumn and dumped their foliage. Overnight broken gravestones had pushed through the ground and bones and red blood now littered the soil where once grew shrubs and grass and red ‘shrooms. Overnight the change had come and the land was dying.
They were leaving. The people who once mobbed this thoroughfare, the wizards and knights, merchants and tradesmen, young and old alike they were leaving, one by one making the pilgrimage. The moonstones were robbing our land of our people and most were not returning. I kept to the shadows and mourned my world.
I looked to the spot where Allanon once did his trades. Close by was where I first cast my line and called out to the crowd, “Fish! Free food for the hungry. Healing for the. . .” Then was saved from my folly by Picollo. And there, where Kalahan had roused us for battle. And there! Where I had thrown down my treacherous gauntlet.
I wandered slowly, lest I be spotted by the thieves. Quietly treading past without them noticing, past the Cat’s Lair tavern, now quiet and empty, down a flight of stairs to the docks. To there. Where I first kissed my love. I came out of the shadows and sat on that spot, feet dangling over the soft rise and fall of the ocean swell. I inhaled and wished I still owned a fishing rod.
And then I heard the sound of hooves on timber and did not need to turn to know who was behind me. “Hail citizen,” I muttered.
“Hail Az.” I heard the sound of his ringing dismount and then he stood beside me, gazing out into the bay. “I seem to always find you here of late. No training?”
“No point.” I sighed.
“Why is that now? The Reds still lurk out there,” he gestured. “Let’s go forth, you and I. By now they’ll be pleased to see us.”
I unloaded my concerns on him, on Kalahan. “Then aren’t we just as bad as them? Fighting for the sake of it. Before. . .we were protecting something, someone. We were punishing the wicked. Now that Trammel has come. . .aren’t we all just the same? There’s no-one to protect. There’s nothing.” And then I said it, the words I thought I would never say. “I might as well turn Red myself. I’d make a good murderer.”
I thought he would chastise me, instead he laughed, booming and loud. It annoyed me.
“What?” I asked looking up with a scowl. “You think I couldn’t do it? You think I don’t have the courage to forgo our liege’s protection and make it on my own?” I jumped up. “What? Why are you laughing at me?”
“Oh, Az,” he said with genuine affection. “No, I do not doubt your courage. Az, you are a murderer. You just murder murderer’s, that is all.” His eyes smiled through that visor. “And I like you for it.”
“Oh,” I replied. Suddenly thoughtful. He was correct. I was a. . .a murderer. I had never thought of it like that. I never fought my foe fairly. I used shadows and poisons and tricks and cheats. I tracked and stalked and struck when my target was wounded or worse. I never knew a fair fight. I could not win a fair fight! “Oh. . .” And then my dilemma seemed twice as pronounced. “I’m stuffed. . .Trammel has killed me.”
“Have you been there?”
“No,” I said with a shake. “I never saw the point.” A land where none could harm each other. A land of peace. Perhaps I could take up the harp once more. Perhaps I could fish and raise sheep. No. Not sheep. Never again with the sheep. Could I do it? Could I return to being Az the farmhand. . . “Hecate has crossed over. She came back once to urge me to follow. We had a fight over it. . .”
“Hope is also there. I will be going shortly.”
“You?” I asked surprised. “I thought you would never go. This is your place, Kal. You belong here more than anyone.”
“We have the same dilemma, friend. Become our foe. . .or flee. Come lets us go together. Let us see this new land and then decide what’s what.” His eyes smiled and I reached into my pounch and drew forth a moonstone, changing, shimmering under my touch. I had looted it from the corpse of an orc I chanced upon, still wet with blood from the arrow through its neck. I tossed it lightly a few times, thinking. Then I nodded.
Together we left the protection of the city spell which barred the stones from functioning and placed them in the ground. Together we made gates to the new world and together we stepped through to see Trammel. To see our friends and loved ones. To see what’s what.
The bank. . .Always the bank. It was identical, in everyway. Every stone. Every cobblestone. Every crack in every cobblestone was exactly as I remembered it to be. Only different. Only. .. lighter? The Sun warmed me as I came forth from the shadows and stared around at this “new” world. Here the wind carried many scents and they were all born in spring. And the crowd! Twice the size I had ever seen before. Where had all these people come from? Hundreds merged and froliced, cried prices and greetings and songs. They joked and cajouled and dressed more gaudily than ever I remember. A few old faces I saw in the crowd, but so many young ones, so many new ones! It was an astonishing sight. And they seemed happy. Happy to be together, to be interacting and I realised a curse had been lifted. No thieves. No bullies. No intimidation or threats or taunts because in this new, sunny land, so like the old and yet so different, such things were simply not possible.
I spied ol’ Allanon beside the moat and went to him. “Hail Az!” he shouted above the hubbub.
“Hail citizen,” I replied. “How’s business?”
“Booming!” he laughed with great gusto, then turned to a warrior in shining armour. “Yours, sir.” He handed over a shining sword and received a large sum of coin for his troubles. “Yes, yes, in a moment,” to another who would have a sword just like it. “A moment. Az, it is good to see you. They said you were never going to come.” I shrugged and slipped into a gap beside him. “I have another shipment of those bows you like so much and here, take a look at this.”
He handed me a pair of gloves that appeared worn and of little use at first glance. I slipped them on and worked my fingers into a fist and shrugged again. “What use are these?” I asked and then a horse tried to step on me. It’s rider was negotiating the moat bank and neither seemed to see me. “Watch it!” I scowled, turning back to Allanon who was staring passed me, looking over my head. “Gloves,” I said.
“Most interesting gloves, especially for one of your errrr. . .talents,” he replied, yet still he was not looking at me. And I realised at once. I pulled them off and the merchant’s eyes twitched to find my face.
“Invisibility?” I queried. There were spells to do it, but my magic skills were still mediocre and not capable of anything that powerful.
He smiled his merchant’s smile. “Free sample. How many would you like?”
The potential struck me with a sudden rush. “Why, all you can aquire,” I said a little too excitedly. He nodded his merchant’s nod. And then I heard an argument that showed me things had not changed as much as I thought.
A big man with coal black hair sat atop a demon horse, called a nightmare, chastising some young warrior. “You’re nothing,” he said eerily reminiscent of another rant. “Look at you. No magics, no skills. My steed could rip you in two though I doubt he’d wish to eat such filth.”
“I only asked for a gate to ‘Glow,” the young swordsman replied.
“And you won’t get it. Not from me. Find your own way there you little beggar.” The swordsman turned and walked away slowly, a forlorn look on his face and the braggart turned to a companion and they shared a laugh.
“Who’s that one?” I asked of Allanon, displeased.
“A tamer,” the merchant replied. “They’ve found power in Trammel now they can go forth without fear of the Reds. I get good business from them, too much money and not enough sense, that lot. He calls himself the Dragon of Arc. Where you going, Az?”
“To pick a fight,” I called back over my shoulder.
I came to stand before a posse of well dressed, well armed men who shared colours and a badge. They shared little else. Some were warriors, others wizards, the one at the centre was the tamer. Was this Dragon of Arc. I looked like a scruffy rat beside peacocks in my sooty pants, bare feet and red head scarf, an old cracked bow over one shoulder and a depleted quiver at my hip.
Their gazes turned down to me. “No you can’t,” said the Dragon. “Get lost.”
I frowned. “Can’t what, sir?”
“Can’t join Arc. The guild is only for the elite.” He dismissed me with a wave of his hand. A guild? I had seen such things. There was even a guild called the Elite, a powerful band of fighters and murderers who haunted Felucca. Another was known as One, who moved as one and fought as one and were terrible in their deadliness. These men looked like peasants playing at being princes.
“I don’t want to join your guild.”
“You still here?”
“I want to duel you.”
And they laughed, a roaring choking rumble that drew the attention of those nearby. “You want to what?” the Dragon managed when he finally had control of himself.
“Duel you, sir. I dislike the way you treated that youth. You deserve a lesson in humility.”
He looked annoyed. “I command dragons, boy. Would you like to fight a dragon?”
I had fought dragons. Even killed a few with sword and bow and constant feints and retreats. It was not an easy thing to do, but I had done it to see if I could do it.
“Dragons have more manners, sir.” For that I got a chuckle from the crowd to the Dragon’s growing anger.
A lickspittle to the leader gave me a taste of his whit. “You’re daft, boy. Ya can’t duel. Trammel! Idjut.” And it was the Arc Guild’s turn to chuckle, though their leader held his fuming eyes, held them on me.
An old geriatric of a man stepped up beside me and in wisened tones intoned, “There is a way it could be done.” I inclined my head for him to continue. The Dragon looked away feigning disinterest. “The great spell of peace does cloak Trammel, it is true, yet the wizards saw that conflicts would need resolutions. If you were to declare war upon one another, the spell would lift and a fight could take place.” A few in the crowd muttered how this information was new to them, or known. I was pleased to see members of guild Arc shifting uneasily in their seats.
“You talk of war, old fool,” the Dragon suddenly said, “not a duel. Who are we to war. This?” he waved his hand at me. “This is not worthy of a war with the great Arc.”
And I had him, before the crowd, I had him. “Scared, sir?”
“What!”
“I will form a guild. My guild. Just me, sir. I will war yours. You and all your might and all your dragons versus me, sir. Are these dueling terms you can accept?” And there was a silence and many held their breath. What the hell are you doing, Az, I thought. These were no hardened Reds. But there was many of them. I counted at least a dozen here. And the dragons he spoke of. . .
And the silence continued and the Dragon stared at me, looking me up and down, my cracked bow, my sooty pants, my bare feet. . .I could see his thoughts without magic. He took me for some fool loon (correctly). He took me for a madman with a deathwish (incorrectly). He took my challenge and accepted it. “Done. Go form your “guild”. War us! Ha! You’ll be suing for peace by the end of the day. What is this “guild” to be called, the Mad?” And the lickspittles gaffawed.
“No, sir,” and I searched for inspiration and another beam of warmth struck me, standing out here away from the shadows. And inspiration struck with that warmth. “It is to be named for the Sun.”
I turned and slipped back into the crowd with many an eye looking on me for a madman. A hand caught at my elbow and I turned to see the old geriatric smiling toothlessly. “They don’t know you. I do. I seen what happened to Kowleen. Rip out their guts, Az.” His toothless grin widened. “Rip ‘em out and feed ‘em to the dragons.”
Part I - Innocence Lost
Hail Citizen
Allow me to introduce myself. My story is an old tale, perhaps better left untold. . .
Once I was a fisherman.
I wandered into the town of Britain, past a tavern and a blood soaked hopsice, under battlements through shops and vendors and came upon a great horde of "heroes." They gathered around the Bank of Britain, in the shadows of Lord British’s fortress. They called prices and yelled abuse. They dressed in all manner of strange garb, from shiny steel to motley jester hats and other pieces of clothing, generally inappropriate. Some stole from one another, then were chased and killed by the Royal Guard. It was an intimidating hubbub but I was keen to make my mark in the big city, so I set about plying the only trade I knew.
I took up position by Lord British’s moat, cast in my line and set the rod, lit a small fire and pulled out my little harp. I plucked a peaceful tune to quell the crowd and once I had a bite I paused to reel it in. I flayed and fried and added my song to my music.
“Food! Free fish for the hungry!” I also had some small healing skills learnt on the farm. “Healing for the hurt!”
A scarred knight strode by without even giving me a glance. A wizard diverted his trotting horse around me with an irritated scowl. A rogue who had been eying my wanton possessions snickered and turned in search of better loot.
And a fight broke out. A posse of dilinquents had ridden into the square, full of bravado and harsh words for anyone in their way and when none seemed keen to challenge them, they set upon each other! Swords and cruel axes leapt to calloused hands and all at once they were laying into one another, still laughing and cursing all the while. I snatched up my harp in desperation and quickly tried to soothe them, a trick I had used often on the dogs we kept back home.
The fight stopped. A dozen narrowed, hardened gazes turned upon me.
“Food?” I asked, blinking. They stared and stared. “Healing? Bandages for your wounds, sir?”
And they began to laugh. And laugh and they were laughing at me. “What’s your name, boy?” one asked, while three more were almost choking, the rest were distracted or bored or eying me with disgust.
“Az, sir,” I said proudly. It was a name from the Age of Smoke and I would not besmirch it. “Az, of Woodhouse. The. . .the farm.”
“Well, farmboy. Nobody here wants your stinking fish. Or cares to listen to your songs.” He gestured round the crowd, both his comrades and the others, and I knew it to be true. “Get back to your farm before something ugly happens to you.”
“Yes. . .yes, sir,” I stared down at my feet, appendages I would become very familiar with over time. My humiliation complete, they returned to their squabbling. I returned to sitting by the moat. I did not bother recasting my line. My harp stayed in my lap. The fish cooled uneaten and my small fire guttered.
And a youth stepped out of the shadows of a tree. “Az,” he whispered.
“What,” I muttered at my feet. “You want to steal my harp? Take it. Maybe it will fetch you some coin.”
“He’s waiting for you,” the lad continued.
“Who’s waiting for me? Lord British? He wants to knight me for my services to sheep farming?”
“No, Az. The Kingfisher. The Assassin.” And I gulped with fear and I looked up. The youth was smiling.
“I’m sorry!” I stammered. “I didn’t mean to offend anyone. . .Here! Take my rod, my things. I’ll go back! I’m sorry. . .”
He laughed, but it was not an unkind laugh. “I am Picollo, of the Ryu. Come, we must leave here.” Picollo, another name from the Age of Smoke. . .was there some strange destiny at work? I rose bewildered.
“I. . . I’m not sure what you are talking about,” I confessed.
“I had a dream you would be here,” Picollo confided. “My master said it was important. And here you are. Come. You must begin your training.”
“My – My training?”
“Yes, hurry. This is a dangerous place. Too many eyes. Vas Rel Por.”
“Vas Rel? Huh?” The air rent and shimmered where the lad spoke and I could see, the ocean! I did not know it then, for I had never seen the ocean before. He made to step through the breach. “You’re a wizard!” I exclaimed.
“I’m much more than that,” his words drifted back. “And so will you be too. . .” I had completely lost sight of him. I looked nervously, frantically about the crowd, yet none seemed to be watching, or had even noticed this great display of sorcery. I gathered my meagre things and stepped through. . .
A blustering wind full of salt and grass smells whipped at me and blew away the stench of the city. I was standing before a humble cottage and saw trees and a beach and over a hill, the tips of some old moss ridden tower. Picollo stood before the house, his smile wider than ever, not looking at me but at an old man, hunched on the beach, his hand resting on a fishing pole that was cast into the ocean. He rose suddenly, fluently for his apparent age, as if my examination had awakened him from a deep slumber. And he turned and stalked towards me.
“You are the one? Eh?” He asked, poking me in the chest. “You are the Dream Boy?”
“It’s him, you old *******,” Picollo said with genuine affection. “It’s Az. I finally found him.”
“Can’t he speak? Eh?” More pokes. “Can you speak, Az? You got a tongue?”
“Yes, sir.” I straightened, holding harp and pole as in some parody of a shield and spear. “I speak, sir-“
“Well shut up!” He barked. “Too much talking out of you young lot. Too much! Strip!”
“Strip?”
“Strip,” Picollo nodded, already losing his own clothes until he wore only a loincloth to keep him modest. What perversity had found me? I thought, very, very worried.
“Strip. Take. Fight.” He thrust a tiny knife into my hand, dull and blunt and not capable of winning any battles. So I thought then. I obeyed and in short order Picollo and I were facing off, his grace and my awkwardness, his confidence versus my fear, all watched by this peculiar Fisher King. And we began a shadow dance, and we began my training, and we began.
Part II – Lonliness Lost
I sat on the gravestone with a bored expression, whistling an old tune, wondering where I had left my harp. I had not plucked at it in ages. I had not fished in ages. I had not seen my home, the old milk cow, the dogs, the sheep. Well the last was no matter, I really disliked sheep. One would jump over nothing. Nothing! And the rest would jump there too. Strange behaviour.
A skull poked out from the grey dirt before me, then two rattling skeletal hands burst forth as the thing began to pry itself from the earth. It was almost free when I sent a lazy kick its way and the head popped off and the whole thing collapsed in a mess of bones and dust. “Back to sleep,” I muttered, not even bothering to check the corpse’s corpse for loot. What was the point? What was the point of anything. . .
The graveyard was a small one, lying some distance from the township of Yew. I had been sitting here for the best part of a day, and if not here it was Vesper, or the one out of Skara Brae, though never Moonglow or Britain. They didn’t suit at all.
I heard a crunch of twigs and leaves and looked behind to a see a zombie, all rotted, stinking of the rot and the earth, staggering my way. I sighed and watched its fumbling slow approach. When it had almost reached me I leapt, landing lightly on the stone and with a spin, my sword was in my hand and the arc of the blade took the thing through the neck. It fell backwards onto a pile of its smelly bretheren and I sighed. I sighed! My life had come to this. . .
Another sound of approach, again behind, though that was the other way, because I had turned you see, and I sighed and turned again. . .And gagged.
Two of them. Mounted. One armoured. One carrying the stink of a mage and the grave, though neither was dead. But I soon would be if they had their way. Reds. Villains. Murderers.
“Kill it quickly,” the mage commanded and the warrior hefted a heavy morning star, its head still sticky with some other victims blood and brains. And he swung it with such sudden verocity and skill that my attempted parry failed and the thing took me in the arm and it was my bones breaking.
And there was a rush of words and the stink of sulpher and ozone erupted.
“Por Corp Wis”
“Vas Ort Flam - Vas Ort Flam”
“In Nox”
“In Vas Mani –“ The Murderer Mage screamed, then “An Nox! An Nox!”
“Kal Vas Flam.”
“Corp Por – Corp Por.”
And I blinked through the smoke and blood that splattered me and both the villains lay dead on the ground, their riderless mounts fleeing. Picollo was giving each newly made corpse a taste of his toe and Kingfisher sat disinterested on another broken stone away near the fence. Then he looked at me and frowned and came closer.
“You are injured,” he stated.
“Yes, sensai,” I replied, a little agressively, holding my broken arm. Picollo was stripping the bodies bare. Kingfisher prodded my injured flesh. “Ow!”
“Quiet!” he barked. And I looked away muttering. He splinted my arm and set a sling in place. He was a powerful mage and could use magic for the heal, but he claimed it was not as effective. Magic was not always the best way, he taught, easier, yet not the best. Then he grabbed my chin and turned my head so I that must look at him.
“What is it?” he asked in his direct way.
My shoulders slumped, causing a twinge of pain, and I lost my anger. “I don’t know, sensai,” I admitted. “I feel like. . .” And I knew. “I feel like a sheep.”
“Explain.”
“I train. I eat. I sleep. I act as bait for you and Pics. I am jumping over nothing because you have told me I should. I don’t know why I am jumping. I don’t know what my purpose is.”
He leaned back and studied me. “We have finished here,” he said to Pic, who looked at me and smiled in a perculiar way.
“I think you’re right, you old prick,” he agreed.
“Another graveyard?” I asked, forlornly.
Kingfisher said, “No more graveyards. Go. Get out of my sight.”
“What?” I asked confused.
“Your training is done. Your swordwork is magnificent. A thing of beauty.” I gaped. He had never, never praised me. “Your understanding of the flesh is perfect. You know how to kill and how to heal. You could raise these dead killers if you so chose. You hide so well, not even I could spot you and lately. . .you have been training yourself.”
“What?” I stammered again, yet I knew what he referred to. I looked down at my feet embarrassed.
“You have been practicing the ancient art of the O’Niwaban. The Garden Wardens. Though you probably have never heard that name. You have been teaching yourself to move unseen.”
“Yes,” I admitted. It just came. . .naturally to me. It was hard. Very hard. Yet every time I moved through the cottage with neither Picollo, nor sensai noticing, I felt a thrill. The only thrill I felt of late.
“This is very powerful. Very powerful,” my sensai lectured. “I have told you magic is easy, yet not always the best. Not even magic can do this. It is your calling, master it. Become O’Niwaban. Become the Garden Warden. Now go!”
“Where?” I stammered, suddenly afraid.
“Anywhere. Anywhere you want to go. Master yourself. Find your place. Go.”
“Good luck, mate,” Picollo said, slapping a hand on my uninjured shoulder. “We’ll meet again.”
I looked around the graveyard dazed. Anywhere I want to go. . .
“Thank you, sensai,” I said with genuine affection, bowing my head, and for the first time, not to look at my feet. And I tried a little magic myself, “Kal Ort Por.” Nothing.
Picollo laughed. “Well he’s still a horrible mage, you grumpy old turd.”
And that rarest of events occurred. My sensai smiled. And gave me his final wisdom. “Here is magic,” he said, poking me above the heart. “Vas Rel Por.”
And the gate opened, and through it, I smelled the ocean. And I stepped through onto a jetty and it closed behind. A salty drop rolled down my cheek that had nothing to do with the sea. Gulls hovered in the wind, squarking at me for disrupting them. A vast city loomed behind me, with all the noise and clamour and stench that only a vast city could own and on the dock sat a young woman, fishing.
“You stink of the grave,” she said, not looking up from her rod.
“You stink of the sea,” I replied, taking my bearings.
She jumped up and grabbed my jerkin and twisted it and looked into my eyes. She was tall, young, pretty, ferocious. Her silver hair streamed down her back in an unkept mass and a wicked looking hatchet hung on her belt.
“Wanna. . .make. . .something. . .” her voice trailed off and we both just stared at each other and then we kissed. And then we kissed. And I wasn’t lonely anymore.
Part III – Honour Lost
Back at the bank. I stood in the shadows watching the crowd once more. I no longer had a fisherman’s gaze, it was something darker I contemplated. I watched the stride of a warrior, noting his scabbard hung from the right hip. A southpaw, I thought. A quicker, more brutal fight that one would make. If challenged fairly and drawn on. . .
A mage fumbled with her possessions muttering to herself, I looked her up and down trying to gain some measure of her power. It might be handy information. It might mean my life or hers one day. . .
I watched a thief slip some gold from a merchant’s pocket to his and was going to think nothing more of it, until I noticed which merchant. I prowled out of the shadows and caught up to my target and with a deft flick of my wrist drew the old butcher knife, now honed to a razor’s edge across the back of his neck. A small red line appeared and the dextrous young man spun to face me, his hand snapping back to the wound.
“What you do that for?” he grumbled at me.
“Return the gold and I’ll fix it,” I replied.
“Fix what? You’re daft you are. Get lost.” He turned away and took three steps and began to tremble, then shake, then staggered against a saddled, but riderless mount that shied away when he threw out a hand for purchase. He fell to the cobblestones on all fours and wretched violently, his body feebly trying to purge the toxin. A few gaudily dressed citizens backed away from him with disgusted looks. I went in closer and knelt beside my victim, avoiding the pool of vomit he would shortly be face down in.
“Allanon is a friend,” I whispered in his ear. “I value friendship.” And he collapsed and died and I took back the gold, and a little more besides and returned into the crowd in search of the merchant.
He was always here, at the bank. Trading wares from his vast fleet of old storage ships he kept anchored in the harbour. Our liege had declared none should build new homes until the great Trammel spell was completed and so many, including myself and my love, lived out of boats. Ships had attached themselves to the city of Britain like barnacles on a. . .on a ship. All kinds of boats, small and large. They cluttered the rivers. They swarmed the docks. They even filled the moat around our liege’s great fortress. The merchant stood near one conducting some trade and when he was finished I greeted him.
“Hail Az,” he said warmly, gripping my hand. A warrior in his service spent many long hours plumbing the depths of Covetous. I also hunted there, wearing little more than an old singed pair of woollen pants, beheading the liches with a common blade, lest they fall quicker and cease bombarding me with their fire. I was forging myself in that fire. It was part of the training regime I had set. Allanon’s warrior found me so armed and attired, battling the undead and intitially took me for some fool loon. We became close. I was introduced to Allanon. We became close.
“Hail citizen,” I replied, returning the shake.
“Have you heard?” he asked eagerly. “British’s wizards claim it will be done soon. The spell will be completed!”
“Aye,” I nodded, sorting the stolen gold. “Yours.” I returned what was his and threw the rest to a passing begger. “Thank ye, sir!” The begger said and ran off in the direction of the Cat’s Lair tavern.
“Mine?” he queried. “But I’ve sold you nothing this day. Oh! That reminds me. . .”
“Yours. Stolen.” I took a place beside him, beside the moat, as Allanon patted himself down.
“Oh, thank you, Az,” he smiled finally realising the loss. “My sworn sword says he never sees you in Covetous any more.”
“Nay. I have been working on something else. I need wood. Lots of it. Feathers too.”
“Ah. You really should buy some armour you know. I have a new shipment of leathers. Very subtle. Very strong. Cheap for you, too,” he smiled his merchant’s smile and noted my request. “How many feathers? How much wood?” I had not worn armour since the Red Hunt debacle. It was too cumbersome and too noisy. Not suited to my style at all. Leather might suit though. . .
“Can it be dyed black?”
“Nay,” he shook his head. “I’ve heard alchemist’s are working on a dye that will hold, but alas no success as yet. I look forward to their success should it happen. Plain leather is hard to sell to this lot. They do like to dress outlandishly.” I smiled at his humble old brown robe, looked down at my sooty blackened pants. “Why black? A bright red would suit you better, my friend. Or crimson. Yes, crimson I think.”
“Shadows,” I replied. “Harder to see.”
He nodded knowingly. “Again you remind me, I have that item you were seeking. It’s just down in the boats. I won’t be long. Kal Ort Por.” He disappeared, a few specks of ‘drake root and red moss drifting down softly in his place. I had probably just earned a long wait. Allanon could spend days hunting through his fleet for whatever it was you needed.
“Hail Az!” A voice called and I looked up to see a warrior astride a mighty desitier, his armour polished, his green cloak fluttering resplendently. Kalahan had no need of style. He oozed confidence and strength. He dismounted with a fluent swing of one leg and came to a ringing stance before me.
“Hail citizen.” I gave him a lazy salute. He dipped his helmeted head slightly and scanned the crowd, as I was doing, one hand holding the desitier’s reigns, the other resting on the hilt of a masterly crafted long sword. He, like I, favoured man made weapons over the ancient and enchanted blades that could occasionally be found on the monsters and vermin that swarmed our great land. One would never have known from his confident stance and friendly manner that once I had abandoned him to die, hacked down by a dozen red blades. The Red Hunt debacle. . .
“Still mad at me?” I asked worried.
“I was never mad at you, Az,” he gave my chin a gentle punch. “We all get scared at times.”
“I’ve never seen you scared.” His eyes smiled through the visor and he gave a shrug.
“What are you doing?”
“Waiting for Allanon,” I sighed.
He laughed, “That’ll be a long wait.” I repeated his shrug. “The Brothers’ Magi are talking of hunting the Great Wyrm. You interested?” I was always interested in anything the twins were up too. Razlin and Pyric were the most talented young mages in Oceania. Alone, either would have been a great friend and ally, but combined! Always there for one another, always helping one another, always guarding one another. And as the result of some strange fondness, always there for me too. I was close to them as any of my new friends. This formidable warrior, Kalahan and his lady Hope. Raven of the Black. Soth! The first ever to speak with me and hunt with me, who wondered why I knew so little of the land, yet fought so well. Yet none as close as Hecate, my beloved Hecate, named for the Godess of Death and twice as ferocious and mine, all mine.
Our first conversation recurred to me. The crowd noise receeded as I drifted into memory.
“I like you,” she had said as our kiss broke and she smiled.
“Yes,” I smiled.
“Where you from?” she asked, taking my hand in hers.
“Kingfisher,” I replied bewildered by her.
“Sensai? He never spoke of you,” she frowned.
I matched her expression. “He never spoke of you either. . .”
“Look at that one,” Kalahan gestured, breaking my reverie. He pointed to a gaudy youth with straw hair and close set eyes who was speaking wildly to a small crowd. “He’s one of them.” I knew at once who he referred too. The Reds and once again I was caught in memory, only this time, it was Kalahan’s words I heard. . .
“I’ve found a Red fortress,” he had called to a few of us assembled in this very spot. Myself, Raven, Soth, some others. “Who’s coming hunting?” His eyes shone with good humour and aticipation. Raven and I exchanged a worried look, both of us dressed identically in head to toe shadow-mail. Others agreed and Raven and I nodded, though more cautiously than most. We two had not been new to crossing swords with Reds. We were not new to that experience at all.
And so a great party set forth, led by Kal, many jesting and talking and ranting about the rewards our liege would bestow on us when we returned with a sack full of heads. And the battle closed so suddenly that I did not even know it had begun. And red and blue clashed and many died, all ours, bar Kalahan who I last saw surrounded and in desperate need of assitance and simultaneously Raven and I spat “Kal Ort Por.”
And Raven and I rendezvoused back at the bank with identical looks of shame to match our armour, and later it was reported Kalahan cut down five before they got him.
And again I broke from reverie, only this time I was pulled back by the ranting of the straw haired youth.
The lad was abusing any who would come within range. “He could kill you!” he yelled with sickening bravado. “Any of ya’s. We’re the best there is and if you don’t believe me - Come on. Duel him! You’re all to scared. Babies! Bloody scared. Come on!”
I walked towards him and Kalahan and his mount trailed after. The lad continued his rant, yet flicked his gaze past me over Kal and looked for a moment scared then yelled louder pointing. “He thinks he’s tough!” Of Kalahan. “He was killed. You’ll all get killed. Step outside of town, you’ll see.”
“Perhaps you would back those words with steel,” Kal replied, hand to hilt, eyes smiling.
The lad shrank back a little, yet ranted still, “You’re not so tough. I seen ya die. I seen ya killed,” was the retort.
“What’s all this nonsense,” a voice said at my shoulder. It was Allanon. He had a package under one arm.
“Nonsense,” I replied quietly, yet the lad heard it.
“You? Who the hell are you? You’re nobody. Nothing. Not nonsense. You’re nothing.”
I turned back and walked straight at him, there was no fear in him and he did not back down. “I’ll duel,” I said. “Send your best. The graveyard. One hour.” And a whisper went through the gathered crowd. I turned as his spray roared louder and was part laughter, part scorn. “You’ll die! Dead! Nobody! Nothin’!”
“What are you doing, Az?” Kalahan asked me, his eyes worried for once. “You’re not bad with a blade, but you still have a ways to go my young friend. You cannot match their best.”
Allanon was also looking at me with concern. “Don’t be goaded into this, Az.”
“It was not dishonourable to retreat,” Kal continued. “You have nothing to make up for.”
“It was completely dishonourable, sir,” I replied. “But I’m not doing this out of shame. That it?” I asked Allanon.
“It is,” he nodded, handing over my package.
“Then why are you doing it,” asked Kalahan with continued concern.
I shrugged, “Training.” And smiled. And the three of us departed for the graveyard.
A small gathering greeted us and swelled somewhat more as a few rode or walked or magiced themselves in. There was no sign of the foe I was to face, but I knew such as her, or him, could not resist the challenge. The ranter would send his ranting call and it would be answered. I waited patiently with Kalahan and Allanon acting as my seconds. I pondered that there would be little dishonour to stepping down and let Kal act in my stead. He was a match for any of them, of that I was sure, but this was my fight. I had picked it. I would die or not... my life was balanced on a theory and Allanon’s merchant skills.
And he arrived. Kowleen. The Red. My foe. My chance. My victim. He strode from a gate, into the graveyard, flanked by only a few, wearing his murderer’s title like a medal. I spat and turned and asked a drunken spectator if I may have a lend of his quiver. “Hundred gold,” was the reply.
“Done,” and I paid the price. And I studied my foe. A big man, covered in magics surely seized from a score of victims, for they did not match and had seen much use, but were powerful all the same. He bore no shield, only a mightly axe that shimmered with power, that would vanquish any, would vanquish me if he came within range to do so.
He spat, looked me up and down, glared at Kal, then walked away and turned so that there was distance between us. Good, I thought. The ranter stood at his side grinning inanely, whispering something in his ear. I did not care what the words were. I had gambled my life on a theory.
“You’re good at running, Az,” Kal joked. “Back down. I’ll take him.”
I looked to my friend, feeling no animosity for his words, for they were true but I shook my head. “My fight.” And I unwrapped the package, pulling forth a bow, old and cracked and lacking even a string and the crowd laughed at my efforts. “A string?” I petitioned of the drunk ranger.
“Hundred gold,” he replied. I paid the price.
The ranter laughed and even Kowleen found his mirth infectious. “After you,” the axe-weilder said, “Him,” and pointed his weapon at Kal.
“Done,” the knight replied, sounding unhappy for it.
I strung the bow feeling an inner calm, I had paid the price. I had gambled my life on a theory. A random mage stepped forward and encanted and a wall of magic stone appeared between us. I knocked an arrow and waited, taking three quick breaths.
I was not skilled in archery. It was something I had forced myself to practice after the Red Hunt, realising, knowing, without a mount, I could not chase down my foes, and a mount could not be hidden, would only hinder me when I moved unseen. Archery was something I must master if my path was too continue. I drew bead on the wall, which all of a sudden vanished and a murderer with an axe was screaming towards me.
I fired. The arrow lodged in his shoulder doing little damage, and he hefted his mighty weapon and roared my death. Yet that was all he did. He could not move a step further.
Calmly I knocked another arrow, the crowd screaming in my ears, and drew my bead, breathing slowly lest I missed. Only ten feet separated us. The second arrow landed truer than the first, hitting him in the midriff and I could see the pain in his eyes.
“What?” he screamed.
And I drew another arrow, and slowly, slowly my plotting became apparent. For the bow of course, was special. Had been enchanted by some ancient, dark fell power to paralyse a target, and with each new shot, I kept him in place and that axe was never going to reach my face. Each shot held him in check. Each shot brought him closer to death, as unskilled as each shot was. Slowly, he died, his chest bristling with wooden spines by the time I was done. Slowly, he died. Yet dead is dead. And dead he was by the time I finished.
The crowd muttered, cursed, some even cheered. Allanon watched on. Kalahan watched on nodding with understanding, but probably not approval, so honourable was he. My own honour died with that Red villain. Yet to my satisfaction, the ranter yelled his horror at it all. “Cheat!” he called. “Bloody cheater!”
And it was music to my ears. For I had out thought, outwitted, out manoeuvred one of the greatest warrior’s to stalk the lands and dead is dead is dead. I looked down at my feet and faded away, not even bothering to loot my victim, not bothering to taunt or proclaim my victory. I left the graveyard rabble unseen and that day I became O’Niwaban. That day I became an assassin.
Part IV – Purpose Lost
An ill wind blew round the Bank. I crouched in the shadows watching the rare citizen scurry past, each glaring suspiciously at any other they would chance to meet. The merchants were all gone. The gaudy tamers and bards too. An occasional battle-scarred knight or wizard would limp through, take one look at the bored pack of thieves loitering near a sign post, do their business and quickly depart.
The world had turned grey. Overnight the trees had found autumn and dumped their foliage. Overnight broken gravestones had pushed through the ground and bones and red blood now littered the soil where once grew shrubs and grass and red ‘shrooms. Overnight the change had come and the land was dying.
They were leaving. The people who once mobbed this thoroughfare, the wizards and knights, merchants and tradesmen, young and old alike they were leaving, one by one making the pilgrimage. The moonstones were robbing our land of our people and most were not returning. I kept to the shadows and mourned my world.
I looked to the spot where Allanon once did his trades. Close by was where I first cast my line and called out to the crowd, “Fish! Free food for the hungry. Healing for the. . .” Then was saved from my folly by Picollo. And there, where Kalahan had roused us for battle. And there! Where I had thrown down my treacherous gauntlet.
I wandered slowly, lest I be spotted by the thieves. Quietly treading past without them noticing, past the Cat’s Lair tavern, now quiet and empty, down a flight of stairs to the docks. To there. Where I first kissed my love. I came out of the shadows and sat on that spot, feet dangling over the soft rise and fall of the ocean swell. I inhaled and wished I still owned a fishing rod.
And then I heard the sound of hooves on timber and did not need to turn to know who was behind me. “Hail citizen,” I muttered.
“Hail Az.” I heard the sound of his ringing dismount and then he stood beside me, gazing out into the bay. “I seem to always find you here of late. No training?”
“No point.” I sighed.
“Why is that now? The Reds still lurk out there,” he gestured. “Let’s go forth, you and I. By now they’ll be pleased to see us.”
I unloaded my concerns on him, on Kalahan. “Then aren’t we just as bad as them? Fighting for the sake of it. Before. . .we were protecting something, someone. We were punishing the wicked. Now that Trammel has come. . .aren’t we all just the same? There’s no-one to protect. There’s nothing.” And then I said it, the words I thought I would never say. “I might as well turn Red myself. I’d make a good murderer.”
I thought he would chastise me, instead he laughed, booming and loud. It annoyed me.
“What?” I asked looking up with a scowl. “You think I couldn’t do it? You think I don’t have the courage to forgo our liege’s protection and make it on my own?” I jumped up. “What? Why are you laughing at me?”
“Oh, Az,” he said with genuine affection. “No, I do not doubt your courage. Az, you are a murderer. You just murder murderer’s, that is all.” His eyes smiled through that visor. “And I like you for it.”
“Oh,” I replied. Suddenly thoughtful. He was correct. I was a. . .a murderer. I had never thought of it like that. I never fought my foe fairly. I used shadows and poisons and tricks and cheats. I tracked and stalked and struck when my target was wounded or worse. I never knew a fair fight. I could not win a fair fight! “Oh. . .” And then my dilemma seemed twice as pronounced. “I’m stuffed. . .Trammel has killed me.”
“Have you been there?”
“No,” I said with a shake. “I never saw the point.” A land where none could harm each other. A land of peace. Perhaps I could take up the harp once more. Perhaps I could fish and raise sheep. No. Not sheep. Never again with the sheep. Could I do it? Could I return to being Az the farmhand. . . “Hecate has crossed over. She came back once to urge me to follow. We had a fight over it. . .”
“Hope is also there. I will be going shortly.”
“You?” I asked surprised. “I thought you would never go. This is your place, Kal. You belong here more than anyone.”
“We have the same dilemma, friend. Become our foe. . .or flee. Come lets us go together. Let us see this new land and then decide what’s what.” His eyes smiled and I reached into my pounch and drew forth a moonstone, changing, shimmering under my touch. I had looted it from the corpse of an orc I chanced upon, still wet with blood from the arrow through its neck. I tossed it lightly a few times, thinking. Then I nodded.
Together we left the protection of the city spell which barred the stones from functioning and placed them in the ground. Together we made gates to the new world and together we stepped through to see Trammel. To see our friends and loved ones. To see what’s what.
The bank. . .Always the bank. It was identical, in everyway. Every stone. Every cobblestone. Every crack in every cobblestone was exactly as I remembered it to be. Only different. Only. .. lighter? The Sun warmed me as I came forth from the shadows and stared around at this “new” world. Here the wind carried many scents and they were all born in spring. And the crowd! Twice the size I had ever seen before. Where had all these people come from? Hundreds merged and froliced, cried prices and greetings and songs. They joked and cajouled and dressed more gaudily than ever I remember. A few old faces I saw in the crowd, but so many young ones, so many new ones! It was an astonishing sight. And they seemed happy. Happy to be together, to be interacting and I realised a curse had been lifted. No thieves. No bullies. No intimidation or threats or taunts because in this new, sunny land, so like the old and yet so different, such things were simply not possible.
I spied ol’ Allanon beside the moat and went to him. “Hail Az!” he shouted above the hubbub.
“Hail citizen,” I replied. “How’s business?”
“Booming!” he laughed with great gusto, then turned to a warrior in shining armour. “Yours, sir.” He handed over a shining sword and received a large sum of coin for his troubles. “Yes, yes, in a moment,” to another who would have a sword just like it. “A moment. Az, it is good to see you. They said you were never going to come.” I shrugged and slipped into a gap beside him. “I have another shipment of those bows you like so much and here, take a look at this.”
He handed me a pair of gloves that appeared worn and of little use at first glance. I slipped them on and worked my fingers into a fist and shrugged again. “What use are these?” I asked and then a horse tried to step on me. It’s rider was negotiating the moat bank and neither seemed to see me. “Watch it!” I scowled, turning back to Allanon who was staring passed me, looking over my head. “Gloves,” I said.
“Most interesting gloves, especially for one of your errrr. . .talents,” he replied, yet still he was not looking at me. And I realised at once. I pulled them off and the merchant’s eyes twitched to find my face.
“Invisibility?” I queried. There were spells to do it, but my magic skills were still mediocre and not capable of anything that powerful.
He smiled his merchant’s smile. “Free sample. How many would you like?”
The potential struck me with a sudden rush. “Why, all you can aquire,” I said a little too excitedly. He nodded his merchant’s nod. And then I heard an argument that showed me things had not changed as much as I thought.
A big man with coal black hair sat atop a demon horse, called a nightmare, chastising some young warrior. “You’re nothing,” he said eerily reminiscent of another rant. “Look at you. No magics, no skills. My steed could rip you in two though I doubt he’d wish to eat such filth.”
“I only asked for a gate to ‘Glow,” the young swordsman replied.
“And you won’t get it. Not from me. Find your own way there you little beggar.” The swordsman turned and walked away slowly, a forlorn look on his face and the braggart turned to a companion and they shared a laugh.
“Who’s that one?” I asked of Allanon, displeased.
“A tamer,” the merchant replied. “They’ve found power in Trammel now they can go forth without fear of the Reds. I get good business from them, too much money and not enough sense, that lot. He calls himself the Dragon of Arc. Where you going, Az?”
“To pick a fight,” I called back over my shoulder.
I came to stand before a posse of well dressed, well armed men who shared colours and a badge. They shared little else. Some were warriors, others wizards, the one at the centre was the tamer. Was this Dragon of Arc. I looked like a scruffy rat beside peacocks in my sooty pants, bare feet and red head scarf, an old cracked bow over one shoulder and a depleted quiver at my hip.
Their gazes turned down to me. “No you can’t,” said the Dragon. “Get lost.”
I frowned. “Can’t what, sir?”
“Can’t join Arc. The guild is only for the elite.” He dismissed me with a wave of his hand. A guild? I had seen such things. There was even a guild called the Elite, a powerful band of fighters and murderers who haunted Felucca. Another was known as One, who moved as one and fought as one and were terrible in their deadliness. These men looked like peasants playing at being princes.
“I don’t want to join your guild.”
“You still here?”
“I want to duel you.”
And they laughed, a roaring choking rumble that drew the attention of those nearby. “You want to what?” the Dragon managed when he finally had control of himself.
“Duel you, sir. I dislike the way you treated that youth. You deserve a lesson in humility.”
He looked annoyed. “I command dragons, boy. Would you like to fight a dragon?”
I had fought dragons. Even killed a few with sword and bow and constant feints and retreats. It was not an easy thing to do, but I had done it to see if I could do it.
“Dragons have more manners, sir.” For that I got a chuckle from the crowd to the Dragon’s growing anger.
A lickspittle to the leader gave me a taste of his whit. “You’re daft, boy. Ya can’t duel. Trammel! Idjut.” And it was the Arc Guild’s turn to chuckle, though their leader held his fuming eyes, held them on me.
An old geriatric of a man stepped up beside me and in wisened tones intoned, “There is a way it could be done.” I inclined my head for him to continue. The Dragon looked away feigning disinterest. “The great spell of peace does cloak Trammel, it is true, yet the wizards saw that conflicts would need resolutions. If you were to declare war upon one another, the spell would lift and a fight could take place.” A few in the crowd muttered how this information was new to them, or known. I was pleased to see members of guild Arc shifting uneasily in their seats.
“You talk of war, old fool,” the Dragon suddenly said, “not a duel. Who are we to war. This?” he waved his hand at me. “This is not worthy of a war with the great Arc.”
And I had him, before the crowd, I had him. “Scared, sir?”
“What!”
“I will form a guild. My guild. Just me, sir. I will war yours. You and all your might and all your dragons versus me, sir. Are these dueling terms you can accept?” And there was a silence and many held their breath. What the hell are you doing, Az, I thought. These were no hardened Reds. But there was many of them. I counted at least a dozen here. And the dragons he spoke of. . .
And the silence continued and the Dragon stared at me, looking me up and down, my cracked bow, my sooty pants, my bare feet. . .I could see his thoughts without magic. He took me for some fool loon (correctly). He took me for a madman with a deathwish (incorrectly). He took my challenge and accepted it. “Done. Go form your “guild”. War us! Ha! You’ll be suing for peace by the end of the day. What is this “guild” to be called, the Mad?” And the lickspittles gaffawed.
“No, sir,” and I searched for inspiration and another beam of warmth struck me, standing out here away from the shadows. And inspiration struck with that warmth. “It is to be named for the Sun.”
I turned and slipped back into the crowd with many an eye looking on me for a madman. A hand caught at my elbow and I turned to see the old geriatric smiling toothlessly. “They don’t know you. I do. I seen what happened to Kowleen. Rip out their guts, Az.” His toothless grin widened. “Rip ‘em out and feed ‘em to the dragons.”