Awww, hang in there! *hugs*
I've had some rough spots in my times of enjoying UO. Sometimes people can be horribly two-faced, with neither of the 'faces' being too pretty! Certainly not the type of behavior expected from a 'friend'.
After the anger and hurt started to subside, I realized I had many more friends than enemies, even friends that I had yet to meet!
Don't let anyone ruin something that you enjoy...don't let them feel like they won. The memories and fun you've had and new excitement yet to come....those things can never be taken away, by anyone!
I recently have suffered some serious, life-changing injuries and found UO once again. It's been a wonderful distraction on those painful days when no amount of meds seem to help much. UO has been a great source of inexpensive entertainment and fun, as well as a social outlet that I can easily take part in, even if I'm not feeling well enough to go out on the town. The friends I have made are precious to me, and I am thinking that you must be precious to your TRUE friends, as well.
I hope you feel more at peace as the day goes on!
