I was told today that I'm nothing but a "git". I'm not even sure what that means, but I can assume well enough to think it must not be a very positive attribute. I was also told by this same person that they've hated me since the day I joined NEW. Now after apologizing for my adolescent cussing to everyone in gen chat (including the person that directed their feelings my way, but had probably already put me on ignore by then), and still feeling quite red faced about the whole ordeal, I logged out and thought long and hard and tried to think back to my short stint in NEW and the type of person I was then. I'm fairly certain I was nothing more than a hide/stealth trainee, but I don't recall being anything negative or hateful that would prompt someone to have such hard feelings about me from that first day. I don't remember ever being in any guild chat, or going on any NEW hunt, or honestly being given any decent gear to help me out. And so I think I left NEW in under 2 wks. I"m fairly certain there were no hard feelings, at least not from me anyway.
I left NEW and then joined the only guild, (other than those hosted solo), I've ever been in. I was not a very productive member of this guild, and probably didn't put as much in as I could have, but I also know I was not a hard ass towards anyone while being in that guild and I left it holding no ill will towards anyone in that guild, or anyone affiliated with that guild, or hell even any enemies of that guild. But still I remained hated by one, and possibly by many other people without even knowing it.
Which brings me to the point of my post. I've been a solo player now for much too long. Maybe that's why I log in now and sit in my room staring at my junk trying to come up with something to do. Maybe that's why I"m a "git", because i've become dependent on myself only, instead of being able to rely on others and help others of course, when needed. I would like to think I was pretty helpful even as a solo player, I know I've given away more stuff to new players, or those in need, than most people have. But clearly that wasn't enough.....so....
Would anyone like to recruit a git of a guy ? I've got lots of skills, can provide my own equipment, I would like to think I can get along with others. And hey, if i really am just a total asshat, with nothing to offer, say that then. Tell me "hell no dude, you'll never be in my guild because of a...b...c.....Maybe I'll come away still being a solo player, but a more refined one.
thanks for reading
I left NEW and then joined the only guild, (other than those hosted solo), I've ever been in. I was not a very productive member of this guild, and probably didn't put as much in as I could have, but I also know I was not a hard ass towards anyone while being in that guild and I left it holding no ill will towards anyone in that guild, or anyone affiliated with that guild, or hell even any enemies of that guild. But still I remained hated by one, and possibly by many other people without even knowing it.
Which brings me to the point of my post. I've been a solo player now for much too long. Maybe that's why I log in now and sit in my room staring at my junk trying to come up with something to do. Maybe that's why I"m a "git", because i've become dependent on myself only, instead of being able to rely on others and help others of course, when needed. I would like to think I was pretty helpful even as a solo player, I know I've given away more stuff to new players, or those in need, than most people have. But clearly that wasn't enough.....so....
Would anyone like to recruit a git of a guy ? I've got lots of skills, can provide my own equipment, I would like to think I can get along with others. And hey, if i really am just a total asshat, with nothing to offer, say that then. Tell me "hell no dude, you'll never be in my guild because of a...b...c.....Maybe I'll come away still being a solo player, but a more refined one.
thanks for reading