Funny thing is I seem to remember you asking me to join ROAD (Pan's guild for any who don't know) at Luna bank just a few short weeks ago!:bowdown:
Slack, you know what I said before about being honest and telling it like it is?
I offered to recruit you into ROAD to develop you as a player. My exact words were that you still suck after 5 years, were they not? That you should join us because we've developed some of the greatest PvPers in UO history: Multani, Death Row and others. I seem to remember that being our discussion. This was an opportunity for you to be something. We don't just take in anybody. I spent about 5 hour long sessions with one of our newest proteges and he can already annihilate 90% of players.
Please clarify the truth of what took place that day. Multani was certainly there as well. Don't be comfortable "bending" the truth and get away with it. I tell the truth.
I am the truth!
Pan, a megalomaniac?
megalomania-
1 : a mania for great or grandiose performance
2 : a delusional mental disorder that is marked by feelings of personal omnipotence and grandeur
I will give you credit for being entertaining, at times.
BlissMarie
The difference between what I am and what you say I am is that there is no disorder or delusion here.
I talk.
I talk a lot.
I have every right to talk.
You know why?
Because I'm Pan Arcane.
It's simple.
Win or lose I will face the odds.
There is one guild on this shard that has seen me down and kept me down.
You can consult them, LOLz, they will tell you that I'm the truth. I will lose a step just to gain an inch. I don't cower. I ain't no sissy girl. I have balls between my legs. I'm a man. I play like a man. I will talk. I will keep talking. I will fight. I will keep fighting. I am the most ruthless player in the world. I will never back down. You say I'm delusional? I will talk and then I will be right in the center of the action, right in your face to back up the talk.
How do you call that delusional? Tell me. The boards are one thing. When you talk of capability on the boards it means nothing. When you see my capability in the game, you will connect the dots and that's when you'll apologise and shut up about disorderly or delusional.
BlissMarie, you don't talk at all and you don't have to tell me why. I know why. Because you're scared. You have feelings. I am cold. You don't want to put your reputation on the line. I do. You don't want to risk defeat. I do. You want to win, always. You can't mentally recover from a loss. And since you can't take a loss, you don't know what it means to win. You don't know how to be a winner. That is why you will always be average. Me? I ain't average. I am the greatest. You know why? Because I put my reputation on the line every time I log in. I put my reputation on the line every time I start up on something.
Do I care what people think about me? Hell no. Like I tell Slack. I know what the truth is. I know what the numbers show. I read this game like a chess board. Move by move I slowly take control. For Christ's sake there are more people interested in Pan Arcane than there are people interested in the game or the expansion lately. The minute you think you got me cornered...checkmate.. I win like I always do.
I am as real as it gets. I might word things to make them sound exciting, but I word the truth. I keep it real, down to the knitty gritty. I ain't gonna hide behind no obstacles. I'm Pan Arcane. I got people that hide from me, every day. I don't need no black sheep wall. I put my chin out in the open so people can take a shot at it. I crave conflict. I crave victory. At the end of the day there will be chad the greatest there ever is, and right next to that there will be Pan Arcane, the greatest there ever was.
Wow, and here i thought for the past 10 years this is just a game! I never heard of Pan, but i dont pvp much. Im mainly a merchant, so i have no need for him. Go ahead and leave, i dont mind.
Once again I talk. I back it up. I'm the best merchant in the game. You know why? Because I'm Pan Arcane. When it's all said and done, I'll be the greatest there ever was.
God bless.