My Dear Gorn,
Our working so closely and all the sweet things you did are very fond memories for me now. With this mutant exposure I fear for those around me. Their well being, their safety.
I am aware of the feelings that have been stirring between the two of us. It is something I have cherished over the past few months. The thought of you taking your time to help the citizens fight for a cure for me makes my heart so happy to know you cared so.
However, in light of the cure not being as such, I have not been myself. My color has returned to appear to be normal, but my mind, it's thoughts have drifted ways I never imagined they could go. Thoughts have come and gone from my mind that I never imagined before. My tongue can be a wicked tool as of late. Everyone at the castle understands what I'm going through, but when my mind rights itself, I feel terrible for having said those things. It just never been me to say and do such things.
It is for these reasons and many more I request you not visit me at the Castle. I do not want you to see or hear me as I am now. I care for you too much to bring you into such a situation.
Please, remember me as I was. I have put in a petition to Queen Dawn to allow me to begin work on discovering the true cure. I will be learning magics and potions that I do not know understand or know what they will do to me. When I am able to find a cure, and I will, we can then be reunited again.
I care deeply for you, always remember that.
Until such time as I am myself again,
Maya Demeter
Our working so closely and all the sweet things you did are very fond memories for me now. With this mutant exposure I fear for those around me. Their well being, their safety.
I am aware of the feelings that have been stirring between the two of us. It is something I have cherished over the past few months. The thought of you taking your time to help the citizens fight for a cure for me makes my heart so happy to know you cared so.
However, in light of the cure not being as such, I have not been myself. My color has returned to appear to be normal, but my mind, it's thoughts have drifted ways I never imagined they could go. Thoughts have come and gone from my mind that I never imagined before. My tongue can be a wicked tool as of late. Everyone at the castle understands what I'm going through, but when my mind rights itself, I feel terrible for having said those things. It just never been me to say and do such things.
It is for these reasons and many more I request you not visit me at the Castle. I do not want you to see or hear me as I am now. I care for you too much to bring you into such a situation.
Please, remember me as I was. I have put in a petition to Queen Dawn to allow me to begin work on discovering the true cure. I will be learning magics and potions that I do not know understand or know what they will do to me. When I am able to find a cure, and I will, we can then be reunited again.
I care deeply for you, always remember that.
Until such time as I am myself again,
Maya Demeter