I wish to Apologize

[Jirel of Joiry]

For the atomic f-bombing I gave the shard tonight in Global chat. I admit I was waaay out of line.

However my bad behavior doesn't excuse other bad behavior. Two wrongs don't make a right.

Sis and I were calling out the next place in global to help as many people as possible. Sis was gating to next spot. We did read the scroll and it did say honor if we'd checked honor box it would have said spirituality. The EMs were having a bit o fun making us back track. I lost my temper when one of my own alliance members started arguing with me. Then I died and a dozen or so people from TMC Guild ran through me. No one offered a rez I died rezzing one of your members.

TMC you ARE NOT off the hook with me; not by a long shot. There are some of your members that are extremely nice. Sunlaira you are a sweetheart!

On the other hand you have some members than are MORE HATED than I am on our shard. Not naming names..if you play Legends you'll know who I'm talking about.

The other burr under my saddle was the jerk scooping up carrots like a damned Dyson vacuum!

None of it excuses my behavior.

I want everyone to have a fair shot at these events. I'm flustrated.

I got issues in RL that are causing me to be short tempered and I apologize for that too.

I am sorry for going off. Bear with me, I'm trying.

My heart's in the right place; even if the rest of me is not.

 

[Vyal]

I really hope you get banned you lil prick. Just like you got me banned you deserve it.

 

[Demon Wind]

We all have our limits before we explode. I have seen alot in this global chat..some of it would surely get people banned. Yet they remain so I wouldn't worry. I don't think the GMs really care what people say and there is a filter and other precautions one must take before they even consider any bandable actions, or so it seems.

Holidays are always a bad time for alot of people irl and I'm sure most understand. We apologize and move on dweling on it only makes it worse. On my part I was too busy dieing to read global chat at the time and half the time i find my self ignoring it more and more.

Oh and to that person we all saw scooping up all the carrots share you greedy ..........j/k but seriously we shouldn't try to monopolize share the wealth! I finally got my carrot from the EM so I'm happy

 

[Lord Cuda]

I miss all the entertainment

 

[aoLOLita]

Thank Luc again for all the gates to the next shrine

I carry so damned many runebooks and mage slayer books that I did not have a "shrine" runebook on me. Only by hitching a ride or asking for a gate ws the only way I could keep up with the pack.

 

[DevilsOwn]

not being a particularly fast typist has it's advantages... gives me more time to think about what I'm saying before I hit that enter button, and trust me, I've backspaced a lot of dialogue


Vyal, that backspace key works when posting here, also... you'll find it just two keys above the enter key

 

[Jove]

You know Jirel, your a hot tempered woman. You do tend to over react about stuff and there for tend to be all the woman you can be. I must admit to that failing myself but sometimes you gotta blame yourself instead of other people. I know I rezzed you at least once at one shrine and died beside your dead body a couple of times at another shrine. Each time I went over there to rez you, but c'est la vie its just a game and death is a natural occurrence. I'm very glad its not like the good old days when you died your body was open to anyone passing by, so whats the beef? When I go to events I expect to die and you should too. I know you have enough gold in your account to support a few deaths, so get over it. With so many people there, why would you rely on TMC members to rez you? The way you acted in our guild and the way you continually try to treat us doesn't warrant most of them sticking their necks out for you. I don't appreciate you giving my guild all that grief because your underoos got in a bunch because you died too much or because some cross sharder decided to scoop up our carrots in a greedy fashion or even because a group of people decided to jump ahead of the EMs event and kill the next spawn leaving us dazed and confused about where to go next. Lucky for us our EMs are quick with the ways of stupid people. I don't believe I saw an EM after everyone discovered the midget with a vaccum cleaner sucking up our carrots or when the morons decided to jump ahead of our little event. The only person that got something out of being stupid was the moron with the vaccum cleaner but what can you do? The EMs have always managed to stick around a little longer after the event and still slide us a couple of their rewards. Learn to ignore the stupid people and not to rely on the people that you've truly pissed off. Its ok to get frustrated but don't go blaming others for not lending you a hand especially when that hand has been bitten by you several times... Be all the you, you can be but please don't blame others for your actions. Take credit for yourself and ignore the rest..

And don't ever call me a sweetheart again!

 

[Damia TMC]

Jirel you can't blame an entire guild for the actions of a couple. For the most part we are a group who are both loving and forgiving. The time you spent in our guild made you many enemies. Most have forgiven you for your actions here, or if not forgiven, then chalked it up to the nature of the game and moved on. No one here would refuse to rez you, not even the couple of people you really really made mad, even they have rezzed you a few times.

I'm offended that you singled out my guild like this. I know you are still upset....but it's long past time to get over it, my guild has, so should you. Seriously though, you should think before you type whether it's on the boards, or in game, last night was unacceptable. You are a nice girl and you'd make a lot more friends if you stopped to think before you spoke.

 

[Uriah Heep]

not being a particularly fast typist has it's advantages... gives me more time to think about what I'm saying before I hit that enter button, and trust me, I've backspaced a lot of dialogue


Vyal, that backspace key works when posting here, also... you'll find it just two keys above the enter key

I have a bad feeling about this thread, so Im using my key...