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Mattitracks
Guest
So. Here I am, sitting around and left to my own devices. With nothing in the books to keep me occupied and because this is one of the few places that I know where anonymity can hold true for even myself. I have developed a huge jealousy of anyone who can live life without an eye upon them. With a snap of their finger, they seem to avoid most prying into their world... For me... At best... Maybe with a flick of my wrist, I can scare the bastards off long enough to take a deep breath.
My question? Well does anyone else here struggle with chemicals? Be it booze, crack, or Mrs Brown? To name just a few... Maybe you're affected by someone elses skeletons... Does watching the slow dance of demise cause you suffering?
I know it seems like a personal question... and I fully understand someone not wanting to come out and say that it's a problem they fight daily. I'm just wondering... Always nice to have someone to chat with who can understand your situation. I can't really go to meetings as my situation is a bit different than most. Well that's really only one of the reasons.
If there's no one else, well than maybe someone can attempt to dog me for it. They can tell me how I pissed it away and I can utter something about smoking to many cigarettes...
My question? Well does anyone else here struggle with chemicals? Be it booze, crack, or Mrs Brown? To name just a few... Maybe you're affected by someone elses skeletons... Does watching the slow dance of demise cause you suffering?
I know it seems like a personal question... and I fully understand someone not wanting to come out and say that it's a problem they fight daily. I'm just wondering... Always nice to have someone to chat with who can understand your situation. I can't really go to meetings as my situation is a bit different than most. Well that's really only one of the reasons.
If there's no one else, well than maybe someone can attempt to dog me for it. They can tell me how I pissed it away and I can utter something about smoking to many cigarettes...
