Alira stood silently at the top of the Abbey surveying the heavily forested town. The courtyard below was quiet and the winery doors had been locked and shut for the night. It was still several hours from dawn and the sleepy guards leaned heavily on their halberds as they waited for the next shift to relieve them. In her entire life, this spot had always been associated with sentiment. She had stood in this same spot alongside those who would later become her elders. Ceverin... Lilith... She remember her sister, Adara... they had all stood along this edge and watched the melodrama of frail humanity unfold below. It was here that Alira, comforted by the figments of memory, stood deep in reflection.
The night at the Shattered Skull had been alarming for Alira. She saw faces that she thought knew, but didn't appear to know her. On the other hand, she met people who seemed to know who she was, but she wasn't quite positive on who they were. A gentleman mentioned knowing her from her association with Kenyon and the Black Rose Society. He knew who she was, but whether or not he knew what she was remained unspoken. The rangers there didn't react to her presence despite her having heard that known vampires were now under threat of death in the city. When she had claimed Skara Brae as her domain, the vampires and the rangers had co-existed. Alira's presence as Prince and the added power of her faithful covenant had discouraged rogue kindred from feeding on the inhabitants of the city. She kept the mortals safe and they didn't bang on her door and demand her head. It was a perfectly acceptable and mutually beneficial arrangement. It may be her memories of that time were false and the rangers had always been against them.
Either way, she was convinced the mental fog from her extended session in torpor had severely impacted her memories. She was obviously having difficulty figuring out which memories were based on fact and which were fables. The very prospect of not knowing her own self unsettled the elder vampire greatly. How could she trust anyone? What if she thought someone was an ally and they were an enemy?
She couldn't recall much about many of those who laid in the chamber with her. She reasoned that though that by their vulnerable proximity she must have trusted them. She had chosen one to awaken, her grandchilde Cirilia. She had always been a handful as a fledgling, causing great problems for Portia in her antics with her brother Niko. Niko and Cirilia were twins, not in body, but in spirit and ability to give the elders headaches. They did almost everything together, often finishing each others sentences and even shared a coffin. Awakening her without awakening her kindred brother was difficult to watch for Alira, but she needed muscle, not headaches.
Alira had heard of stories of elders who had slept and then awoken not themselves. The older they got, the more some seemed prone to paranoia, delusions and other mental deficits. She wasn't old enough for this nonsense. Was this how it started with all of them? With each extended torpor you lost more and more of yourself. Some suggest that mental fog of eternity lifts with exposure to familiar places and people. Others suggest that you may recover some with time, but not all your memories return. The idea that a vampire placing themselves so close to Death for an extended period of time... leaves a piece behind as payment. How large was the restitution this time for running from Him so many years ago?
A visible shudder of discomfort ran through her body perched atop the roof. Her normally composed expression faltered and a furrow appeared on her brow. She felt deep within her... fear.
She stood shivering ever so slightly in the moonlight for several minutes. It wasn't the cool night air that brought that chill. She took a few silent steps back from the edge, dropping into the shadows. She brought her wrist up to her mouth, tearing her skin with her slender fangs. The thick, dark crimson vitae welled in the wound, but not a drop fell to the ground. She walked to the two pairs of stone spires that stood on each end of the roof above the Abbey doors, keeping care to stay in the shadows. She crouched down and dragged her open wrist along the lower backside of each set of pillars. The movement left a broken trail of darkness on the stones that would be more black than red when it dried. To most, it would just look like a smear of something mundane like oil or grease. It wasn't enough of a streak to likely cause concern with the abbey masons, but enough so that the scent would catch the attention of another kindred near by. She would return and refresh it every so often in hopes of hearing from kin and also testing the claims of any resident kindred.
An' so her calling card lay drying upon the stone, awaiting to see if any would answer.
The night at the Shattered Skull had been alarming for Alira. She saw faces that she thought knew, but didn't appear to know her. On the other hand, she met people who seemed to know who she was, but she wasn't quite positive on who they were. A gentleman mentioned knowing her from her association with Kenyon and the Black Rose Society. He knew who she was, but whether or not he knew what she was remained unspoken. The rangers there didn't react to her presence despite her having heard that known vampires were now under threat of death in the city. When she had claimed Skara Brae as her domain, the vampires and the rangers had co-existed. Alira's presence as Prince and the added power of her faithful covenant had discouraged rogue kindred from feeding on the inhabitants of the city. She kept the mortals safe and they didn't bang on her door and demand her head. It was a perfectly acceptable and mutually beneficial arrangement. It may be her memories of that time were false and the rangers had always been against them.
Either way, she was convinced the mental fog from her extended session in torpor had severely impacted her memories. She was obviously having difficulty figuring out which memories were based on fact and which were fables. The very prospect of not knowing her own self unsettled the elder vampire greatly. How could she trust anyone? What if she thought someone was an ally and they were an enemy?
She couldn't recall much about many of those who laid in the chamber with her. She reasoned that though that by their vulnerable proximity she must have trusted them. She had chosen one to awaken, her grandchilde Cirilia. She had always been a handful as a fledgling, causing great problems for Portia in her antics with her brother Niko. Niko and Cirilia were twins, not in body, but in spirit and ability to give the elders headaches. They did almost everything together, often finishing each others sentences and even shared a coffin. Awakening her without awakening her kindred brother was difficult to watch for Alira, but she needed muscle, not headaches.
Alira had heard of stories of elders who had slept and then awoken not themselves. The older they got, the more some seemed prone to paranoia, delusions and other mental deficits. She wasn't old enough for this nonsense. Was this how it started with all of them? With each extended torpor you lost more and more of yourself. Some suggest that mental fog of eternity lifts with exposure to familiar places and people. Others suggest that you may recover some with time, but not all your memories return. The idea that a vampire placing themselves so close to Death for an extended period of time... leaves a piece behind as payment. How large was the restitution this time for running from Him so many years ago?
A visible shudder of discomfort ran through her body perched atop the roof. Her normally composed expression faltered and a furrow appeared on her brow. She felt deep within her... fear.
She stood shivering ever so slightly in the moonlight for several minutes. It wasn't the cool night air that brought that chill. She took a few silent steps back from the edge, dropping into the shadows. She brought her wrist up to her mouth, tearing her skin with her slender fangs. The thick, dark crimson vitae welled in the wound, but not a drop fell to the ground. She walked to the two pairs of stone spires that stood on each end of the roof above the Abbey doors, keeping care to stay in the shadows. She crouched down and dragged her open wrist along the lower backside of each set of pillars. The movement left a broken trail of darkness on the stones that would be more black than red when it dried. To most, it would just look like a smear of something mundane like oil or grease. It wasn't enough of a streak to likely cause concern with the abbey masons, but enough so that the scent would catch the attention of another kindred near by. She would return and refresh it every so often in hopes of hearing from kin and also testing the claims of any resident kindred.
An' so her calling card lay drying upon the stone, awaiting to see if any would answer.