Agreed.
Siege needs more people like you. Maybe not the ventrillo part of you killing yourself IRL aka emo, but that's ok. Atleast your PVP is great, and KOC didn't even log on most of the weekend or saturday night when TO / TNT was doing the harrower, but I don't blame em. It was like a loser reunion, everyone who had a sad excuse to leave a guild because they don't have enough numbers were all attending the harrower together. Was a site to see, myself and a few humble JSV members actually dropped a few in that absurd amount of sad pvpers.